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2010-02-13T01:50:00.002+08:00

Hehe, visit me @ http://kissthesundrops.livejournal.com! :-D

2010-01-27T21:27:00.001+08:00

Fuck everything, I don't fucking care anymore. Loser.

2010-01-18T22:18:00.001+08:00

Moved to livejournal. Abandoning this place for now. (-:

2010-01-03T21:10:00.001+08:00

Time to gear up for the new school year.
AJA AJA FIGHTING!!! :-D

Princes of Hallyu wave

2009-12-30T01:46:00.005+08:00

I promise to work doubly hard and to do my best. From today onwards. ♥

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Caught Invincible Youth on KBSW just now and I like it! It's like a female celeb version of 2D1N! Ok I'm going to start watching it from Ep 1! Oh and, I'm beginning to like Sunny! (-: I'm neutral to SNSD, but I think Sunny's a plus point after watching Invincible Youth hehe! Seoul MV is amazing to the max! Super Generation collaboration and I think it was great! :-D

Watched SBS Gayo Daegun on the internet and it was awesome!! Ok, not the quality, but Super Junior and their performances! The MJ tribute, the special stages, the Sorry Sorry remix and Neorago remix performances..... My love goes out to them hehe! :-D I got bored of 2PM because they kept appearing on stage.............. (with SJ's MJ tribute and special stage somewhere in between) then Super Junior finally took the stage (after waiting for almost 3 hours) and made the crowd go wild. :-D Totally made my day. Tomorrow's KBS Gayo Festival and the day after is MBC Gayo Daegun in which Super Junior would be present for both! Hehe hope there's live streaming some good soul plz do streaming and share the link with me. :-D

MJ tribute!!! :-D

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Teukie!!!!

Ok I stopped my healthy lifestyle cycle already........ :/ Oh and come to think of it...... I think I have a tremendous number of New Year resolutions.

2009-12-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

Finally have time to catch up with Super Junior news that I have been missing out on for the past 6 weeks. I'm still pretty confused about Hankyung's case but Idc Super Junior's recent performances have been awesome to the max and I'm loving them all the same hehe. SM just give up man first DBSK now SJ, you're never gonna win.

I was complaining to Shuying about how Sungmin desperately needs a new haircut, and how Teuk should also cut his fringe a little since it's getting longer and..................................!!!! Teuk did cut his fringe yesterday! Omfg I love his hairstylist make him look hotter every second yay! ^^ (Sungmin did cut his hair too but it's still too long in my opinion.) Yesterday's MuCore Idol Special performance was thumbs up and standing ovation c'mon Super Junior all of you are the best, esp Teuk! :-D Donghae's wavy hair and long curly fringe bade goodbye to fans, I prefer him like that! Wook is slowly having more and more manly look, no more "Hello, I'm Super Junior's maknae Ryeowook!". (-: Hyuk's great with red hair and long straight fringe covering his eyes partially I'm getting used to it! I shall post vids/ pictures when I have the time k hehe.

This is a little late but still I have to post. Golden Disk Awards is triple win for Super Junior see see the best will forever be the best I'm proud of all 13. (-: For 2 of the winning speech, Teuk gave Hyuk and Siwon the opportunity to talk! Is he awesome or awesome? :-D Leeteuk's winning speech made himself cry, made me cry too!! "To the members who are not able to be with us here and watching this on tv......." (And then he starts to tear.) He was obviously talking about Kangin. Sigh I bet he's still stressed about the Kangin's matter. But............. It's supposed to be happy!!!! Super Junior's the biggest winner for Golden Disk Awards this year, walking home proudly with 3 awards! :-D

Even though there was 6 weeks of absence from fangirling, I'm still an ELF. As I always say, I am and will forever be. Eternal ELF is me! :-D Promise pictures/ vids of my fav boys in the next post!

Ok off to sleep healthy lifestyle healthy lifestyle! Since I got back from China I've been sleeping early that's great! (-:

在上海的日子

2009-12-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

来读我要写得 things, 十分 interesting, because 是英文参 chinese 的，我们最爱！Hehe. 应该蛮 long 的，一边读一边喝 coffee 吧！

在上海的点点滴滴会永远深深地印在我的心里。起初不知道自己在中国的生活会是真么的，有点担忧，但我能说的是我的确玩得很开心，也交了不少中国朋友。还记得我们到上海的前几天，我们看到商店里卖的货，真是太 surprising 了。东西都超便宜，我们就像 typical aunty 去跟别的 aunty 抢货。可是我遇到了这个 no manners 的 aunty，她排在我后面，还一直在那里 push 我，你说烦不烦！我跟 friend 在那里讲话时笑了，她就说：“笑什么?!"。Hello aunty 啊，我没有在对你笑，请你 shut up 好不好。

宿舍的生活还好，厕所很 dirty，我们第一次看到时觉得很 disgusted，但渐渐的习惯了它的脏。很多人 complain 床很硬，但我觉得还好，有床睡 not bad already。灯每天十点正 switch off，害我们 cannot see 东西，气死人。中国学生很聪明，到 toilet 那里借用灯，因为 toilet 的灯没有关的。浴室在 4.30pm 之后才有 hot water，所以学生们放学后会去 snatch 浴室用。我们看到学生们用 their 洗脸盆 chop 位子，排成一条长龙。原来不只有 Singaporeans kiasu，他们也一样 kiasu 的！过后我们就业那洗脸盆来 chop 位子，如果用 tissue paper 一定没有用的。哈哈！

我们从早到晚都在 study，你说我们的 life 辛苦吗? 辛苦，当然辛苦！But then 中国学生的 life 好像比较 terrible，我们不该 complain。6am die die also 要把自己叫醒，因为宿舍 7am 锁门，不要被锁就要 kiasu。第一个星期我们 5.45am 起身，还迟到！动作慢三拍，cannot help it。晚上还有晚自习 you know！从 6.30pm to 9.00pm 中国学生要去 school's classroom 安静的做功课，revise etc。生活 really 无趣的。Lucky 我们晚上有 half an hour 的 computer time，老师有时也让我们早放。

早餐和晚餐每天都差不多 same 的，吃到不想吃了！午餐还好，有西餐韩餐，不错啦。Sueann 每次到午餐时都发挥了 kiasu Singaporeans 的本色，跟小朋友抢奶茶！（奶茶是他的 favourite，每天不可 don't have。）那里的初中学很 scary，11pm run to 食堂买 bubbletea 喝。有时我们就 follow 他们，拼了命的跑到 canteen 跟他们抢奶茶。有点幼稚，可是我们仿佛回到了 childhood！

随班上课的 2 weeks，我们被分到高一(3) 班。同学们都很 welcome 我们，还记得第一天我们一进课室，大家就鼓掌欢迎我们。这时，班长叫我们做 self introduction，我们五个人（佩珊，玮姗，莉金，泳翔 and me）在课室前面 stun 住，不懂要 say what。还有，他们的 lessons 真的... 我们听老师 teach 听到一头雾水。EVERYTHING IS IN CHINESE，我们 die 了。物理，化学，数学，都听不懂。语文课也很 cheem，我们坐在那里好像是 puppet/ 木头人，stare @ 老师假装听得懂。但那里的老师很友善，尤其是 English 老师！还无法忘记他们的热情，而且那被受肯定的感觉。他们把我们当成了自己的一分子，没有 discriminate 我们 or leave 我们在 one corner。感激万分！(-:

我 type 到有点 tired already，其他的 must 看我又没有 time 和 mood。看吧，我的 post very the interesting 对吗！就知道！:-D

I don't know

2009-12-24T02:02:00.001+08:00

I'm back, finally. Happy? Sad? Whirlwind of emotions.

But I'm feeling out of place. I feel like going MIA. I simply have no mood @ all.
I don't feel like going anywhere else besides cooping myself up at home. )-:
I don't feel like studying.
I don't feel like spending time with other people.
I don't feel like talking.
I don't feel like completing whatever homework that's undone.
I don't feel like spazzing. (Unbelievable, I know.)
I don't feel like....................... going training.
Why is it I dread this......

Ok going to bed right now good night.

Until I'm convinced these plans are picturesque...

2009-11-15T04:04:00.000+08:00

1 hour more before meeting the rest @ airport. Omg I'm so nervous................... what if I forget to bring something there? You know there'll always be this "I think I forgot to bring something" kind of feeling. :/

Everyone, plz take care ok, and have fun in Singapore. Do miss me, see you all after 6 weeks! :-D

Then thousand lightning bugs.

2009-11-14T16:46:00.001+08:00

Leeteuk, 178cm tall, attended the show "Global Talk Show" recently and was labelled as a "loser" by a female university student Li Daojing. It made him very embarrassed, but Li Daojing's radical speech has aroused public outrage and her blog has closed down temporarily.
Li Daojing raved in the show "Height represents competitiveness. Guys have to be tall". She, 170cm tall, also said "A guy whose height is under 180cm could never match me. Actually, short guys are Losers!"
Her speech was immediately criticized by the Korean public. A guy 162cm tall even asked the show's production team for a compensation of about US$8,400 for nervous shock.

original article: here
translated by h0683256@sj-world.net

Omfg, fffffffff___ (ok I shall not swear today) this woman has soooooo much respect for others she can go die. 178cm is not short, if 178cm is short, then ain't millionz of people out there short too?! Hello, does she not know it's a famous korean boy band leader she's critisizing?! Fffffff....! IF EVERY GUY ON EARTH WAS ABOVE 180CM THEN EVERY GUY WOULD BE AT LEAST A FREAKING 30CM TALLER THAN ME. Right, she's not even 180cm, does she even have the right to critisize Leeteuk like that. And, 2cm does not make much of a difference. If you like guys who are at least 180cm, you can jolly well stfu and keep it to yourself, do you have to call other people losers?!

But thank the public yay THANKS ELFS, THANKS FEATHERS, THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO CRITISIZED HER BACK I LOVE YOU ALL. :-D

(PS, I think that guy who asked for compensation was ridiculous haha!)

Not done with packing my stuffs, in fact, I haven't packed ANYTHING into my luggage. And I'm leaving in approx. 12 hours. Righttttttttttttttt. What if I realise I'm missing something later?! I'm really going become a squashed up piece of pork (dead meatttt).

I'd like to make myself believe that planet Earth turns slowly

2009-11-13T00:42:00.002+08:00

Super Junior 说:
如果没有你, 我们会安于平淡地生活继续冷漠
如果没有你, 我们会傻傻地喜欢着身边的那个她不懂得表达
如果没有你, 我们不会有勇气当逆境来临的时候勇敢地踏出坚定的那一步
如果没有你, 我们不会体会到 13 个人站在同一个舞台和为一体时的畅快和惊
如果没有你, 我们不会主动地开始寻找梦想并为之努力
如果没有你, 我们不知道共同写的剧本该如何继续下去
如果没有你, 如果没有你, 如果没有你.........
答应我们, 不会有这个如果.

我们答应你们, 一定不会有这个如果的. 因为我们是宝蓝色的小妖精, 也是你们 13 个人的永远的朋友 (Ever Lasting Friend), 所以我们会一直把这个诺言保守下去. 即时以后当 Super Junior 这个名字已成了过去, 我们还会是永远守护你们的天使. 小妖精们都续下了诺言, 我们会保护 Super Junior, 会保护利特希澈韩庚艺声强仁神童晟敏银赫东海始源厉旭基范和圭贤, 也会保护 Henry 和周觅. 妖精们, 让我们一起来为 SuperJunior 完成他们的梦想把! 直到世界上被宝蓝色淹没!!!

Pour me a heavy doze of atmosphere.

2009-11-11T02:42:00.001+08:00

"Why am I posting @ such a wierd timing...?!" Idk.

It's time I start listening to English songs. Have been listening to Kpop since......... May. Right, even though I don't understand a single thing the song means but I just listen to it! Ok back to English back to English. I'll start loading English songs into my phone. Ah even Eunteuk listens to english songs!!!! How can I not listen to them. Plus, Hyuk even taught Teuk how to spell ARCHITACT(?) and damn, I have no idea how to spell that. (Fail to the max.) O.O Teuk, let's learn Engerishie from Teacher Hyuk together yay!

Happy 6 month anniversary of being an ELF! I'm proud I really am! (Actual date was yesterday.) Thinking back... I don't think I've ever been a fan of any singers for so long before. First it was 5566, then it was Fahrenheit, then now, Super Junior. Hmm..... It was an on off kind of thing for the former 2... :/ Amazingly amazing!!!! Ok I'm an ELF for as long as Super Junior's name exists. (-:

Time to download english songs before the 15th comes. Sigh, was it a right decision to go? I've to sacrifice so much.... so so much.............................................

2009-11-08T19:44:00.004+08:00

OMFG! TEUK IS DAMN FUCKING HOT IN THE RING DING DONG PERFORMANCE DAMN IT DAMN IT I KNOW I'M FANGIRLING AND HYPERVENTILATING BUT WTF HOW CAN HE BE SO HOT PLUS HIS VOICE SOOOO MATCHES WITH JONGHYUN, TAEMIN, KEY AND MINHO AND EVEN THOUGH HE ONLY APPEARED AT THE LAST PART AND SANG 3 LINES OMFG HE ROCKED THE STAGE THIS PERFORMANCE COULD NEVER HAVE BEEN BETTER WITHOUT HIM WTF TEUK THE BEST YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!! :-D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA TEUK TOTALLY TOOK THE LIMELIGHT AND I TOTALLY LOVE THIS PERFORMANCE BETTER THAN THE ONLY-SHINEE ONES (BIASED) AND I LOVE IT MORE THAN YESUNG REPLACING JONGHYUN ONE (NOT BEING BIASED HERE) BECAUSE SERIOUSLY TEUK'S VOICE IS SOOOOO GOOD IT BLENDS IN WELL WITH THE REST OH YES TEUKKKKKKKKKKKIE I'M PROUD OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

I SWEAR I WAS SMILING TO MYSELF LIKE A FUCKING IDIOT WHEN I SAW THAT PERFORMANCE PLUS I REPEATED TEUK'S PART FOR MORE THAN 10 TIMES BECAUSE HE WAS JUST TOO HOT FOR WORDS...................................!

BLOODY FUCKING HOT LIKE HELL NOBODY CAN COMPETE WITH HIM!!! SORRY ONEW BUT LEETEUK ROCKED THE STAGE A MILLION TIMES BETTER THAN YOU. OK ONEW BELONGS TO SHINEE, TEUK CAN GET BACK AND ROCK THE STAGE WITH SUPER JUNIOR DURING SUPER SHOW 2 IN THAILAND OMFG YESSSSSS! I'VE NEVER BEEN SO CRAZY OVER A PERFORMANCE BEFOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DAMN!

MINHO LOOKED AT TEUK NEARING TO THE END OF THE PERFORMANCE AND GAVE HIM THAT "HYUNG YOU'RE SINGING AND DANCING WELL!" LOOK! OH YES VICTORY LEETEUK FOR THE WINNNNNNNN! AND ENCORE PERFORMANCE OF RING DING DONG JJONG SHOUTED "TEUK HYUNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!" AHH YES YOUR TEUK HYUNG WAS THE BEST RIGHT HE WAS HE WAS HE DEFINITELY WAS! MIDDLE OF ENCORE PERF MINHO BROUGHT TEUK FROM THE BACK TO THE FRONT AND TEUK WAVED AND THE FANS ALL STARTED SCREAMING AHHHHHH TEUK YOU GOOOOOOOOOD! :-D

Ok done with spazzing hahahahahaha! Jjong's voice so obviously tells us that he isn't well yet! He needs more rest!!!!! ON THE OTHER HAND, GOOD JOB TEUK YOU'RE THE BEST ILY! :-D

JUNGSOO'S GONNA ROCK THE STAGE!

2009-11-07T22:53:00.000+08:00

OMFG BEST NEWS EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Leeteuk replacing Onew on tmrw's Inkigayo to perform "Ring Ding Dong" with SHINee!!!!! First was Yesung replacing Jonghyun, and now since Onew's recovering from fever...................... MY LEETEUK SAVES THE DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! :-D Having Jonghyun back on stage after his swine flu = win! Having Leeteuk on stage = WIN TO THE MAX!!!!!!!!!! SUPER SUPER SUPER HIGH NOW BECAUSE I'M VERYYYYYY HAPPY! Can't wait for people to upload their performance on Youtube!!!! I'll be tuning in to SJW.net tmrw HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! I hope Teuk doesn't just come out to sing Onew's lines, I hope he dances the surfboard moves with them!! (Cross fingers, plz don't follow what Yesung did!) FIRST TIME I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD FOR A RING DING DONG PERF LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-D Sorry Onew's fans (like Calista Tang hehe), JUNGSOO IS GONNA ROCK THE STAGE TMRW! :-D

SJM's "Blue Tomorrow" MV is out! Hahaha ok, so I watched and............................... as usual.............. cried. LOL! Aish I see Hankyung cry then follow cry! The song is so touching and Hae's/ Kyu's/ Wook's chinese improved! A LOT. :-D Henry's voice is cuteeeee, cuter than Wook's, in my opinion.

U-kiss's new song is disappointment!!! I expected a much better song. Ok maybe that song just doesn't suit my taste lol! Anyway U-kiss was the group that got me into the Kpop fandom so... I was looking out for them.... And even though they did a comeback with a new member..... I don't like the song, and their style. )-: Sigh sigh sigh.

Anyway I'm happy with FT Triple's "Love Letter" performance! Jonghoon yay! Oh and I realised.... The people I prefer (in the different groups) all have blonde hair lol! First Yoseob (Beast), then Jonghyun (SHINee), and now Jonghoon (FTI)! LEETEUK/ JUNGSOO STILL THE BEST YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! ^^v

Looking forward to 2 performances: "Ring Ding Dong" and "You And I"! (Although I look forward to the former more!) :-D

2009-11-06T18:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY SUPER JUNIOR DAY!!!
Yay ELFs, 4 years of supporting these boys, 4 years of loyalty, 4 years of tears/ happiness/ emotions... (-:

To celebrate Super Junior Day, I will only watch Super Junior videos, listen to Super Junior's songs and not talk about other Kpop groups besides Super Junior!! Right, I'm doing well.... except for a small part (because Shuying she.............................. talked about something else which made me rebut her because I don't agree!!!! Grrr!).

Today's SHINee performance, Yesung replacing Jonghyun! LOL I was wondering if Yesung could dance Ring Ding Dong and then........ I saw that Yesung came out to SING Jonghyun's part, goes off to I-don't-know where, then comes back when it's Jonghyun's part again. Meaning, he doesnt dance at all. :/ SEE SHUYING SEE, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN MUCH BETTER WITH JONGHYUN. :-P Ok peace!!! Yesung's good too, show support for hoobae, 值得我们学习. No, only 值得 Shuying 学习. I learn from Teuk enough. :-D (This piece of news is Super Junior related, I can talk about it. Heh! :-D)

I want to watch _ debut's perf and _'s _ MV but I shall wait until tomorrow! I want to watch a lot of other videos but I will control! :-D Today is solely for Super Junior and I'm staying commited to my promise. No viewable radio to watch today!!!! Ugh sad sad I bet Teuk and Hyuk went to celebrate with the other members.

I hope Teuk posts a long huge big sweet touching cyworld entry about Super Junior's 4th anniversary! Hoping hoping hoping!! Hyukjae wrote an entry already.... and sheesh I CRIED while reading it! Damn, I have lots of tears to spare......................... LOL! After all it's SJ's 4th anniversary what, 4 years of my 13 favourite idols being together! (THE BEST + LOVE TO THE MAX!)

SUPER JUNIOR.
Without noticing, a time span of 4 years has quickly passed.
A time that has been short, but at the same time not that short….
I'm looking back on the path on which we aimlessly came running on.
And I think, how did we come running down this kind of path?
I also caught a glimpse of the road on which I want to return to.
However beginning with 12 confirmed members,
If it wasn't 13 members now,
I don't think I would have ever been able to run down this road alone.
The longest time I've spent together with any of the members is 10 years, the shortest being 4 years…
They've changed a lot. Even in my opinion, they've grown old ^^;
They have changed in a lot of aspects. Of course me too. ^^
If there is something that hasn't changed, it would be the words Super Junior carved in my heart…
If my life had a book, I would write in the biggest, thickest writing…
SUPER JUNIOR
I love you... ♥

Source: 이혁재 cy
Translation: rocket @ sj-world.net

Touching and heartwarming! Longest time Hyuk has spent with any of the members is 10 years.... which means that member is........ LEETEUK!!!!!! Oooh yeah Eunteuk pairing, my all-time favourite!! So glad to see my fav. "couple" spending the longest time with each other! Donghae can come interfere, I don't mind Eunteukhae. Hahaha!

Ok still waiting for Teuk to post his Super Junior 4th anniversary entry! After all, he's the leader, he would have experienced the most! YAY FOR TEUK, HWAITING!!!! You've been a great leader/ hyung/ soonbae for 4 years, continue soaring high! ♥ :-D

SUPER JUNIOR HWAITING!!!!!!! :-D

2009-11-04T23:52:00.002+08:00

Park Bom's "You and I" MV is super..... touching. The first time I watched it, was without english subs, and I wasn't paying attention either. Today I watched again, I cried while watching it........ ㅠㅠ Touching to the max, plus the song is great, awesome, loved! Sheesh I cry too easily.

I am so going to download this video into my phone and watch it upteen times, too beautiful.

2 more days, 2 more days, 2 more days. A pity not all 13 can share the joy with ELFs........ ㅠㅠ I should go buy a cake and celebrate myself. (Maybe with the other Singapore ELFs!!!!!! Yes!)

2009-11-03T00:51:00.002+08:00

Loving is easy... Staying loyal is a whole new matter.
Eternal ELF, I swear.

Edit:
What?! Jonghyun down with swine flu?! SHINee to promote Ring Ding Dong as 4-member group now?! There's totally no point in watching their perfs already!!! )-: Right, because I watch Ring Ding Dong perfs for Jonghyun! Without him, the hotness is gone. Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

On a lighter note, at least it's not Jungsoo!! :-D

Double edit:
For once, I think I'm supporting SM in their actions. Since Mnet and SM has feud, it's totally possible that MAMA's winner selection system is unfair. Totally 100% possible. Taking the example of SNSD, having topped the charts for nine weeks with "Gee" yet not winning a single time on M! Countdown....... Looks like Mnet doesn't want SM artists to win huh? It's alright, SM can boycott MAMA. Without a few of Korea's most popular groups (SJ, SHINee, SNSD), I'm quite eager to know what MAMA will do. After all, SM artists ain't gonna win because Mnet doesn't want them to win, right? SO WHAT FOR FANS PAY TO CAST A VOTE FOR THEIR IDOLS? I bet ELFs are willing to pay billions, just for SJ, yet even if SJ has the highest number of votes, they won't win. MAMA, you're smart in leeching money from ELFs, SHINee World, Shoshis, and f(x) fans. Well done, but not quite so. SM made a right choice to have them withdraw from the nominee list. ELFs, don't spend too much money, energy and time on this voting thing, no use, no use.

So now MAMA says "If we were to try and exclude artists of certain company, we wouldn't have put artists of those companies on our candidate list to begin with. Also, we would be risking our reputation and fairness if we were to change things just because major entertainment companies disagree with our system. If companies keep complaining about year end ceremonies, then such event cannot exist. The point of this ceremony is celebration by all artists who shined this year with their hard work, so I wish that artists would forget about receiving award or not and just put on an amazing show." A representitive even said "Requiring fans to pay a fee to vote was to prevent fans from casting multiple votes on specific artists. It was not done for profit. We are planning on donating profit earned from the voting process back to the music industry." Well you know what? You include SJ, SHINee, SNSD and f(x) JUST to earn more profit. I'm fcking positive about that. You think paying a fee would easily prevent fans from casting multiple votes on specfic artists? Shallow minded, such a failure, seriously. When you find an excuse from leeching money from fans, please use an excuse that is foolproof. That excuse, is wayyyyyy lamer than what I thought you'd try to give. MAMA is bullshit, bloody cow.

Source: allkpop.com

2009-10-31T01:06:00.001+08:00

Everything feels so........................... distant.

I shall come back when I feel like it.
Meanwhile, I'm leaving my blog to rot.

2009-10-24T23:47:00.001+08:00

Disappointedorglad?Tellme,someoneplztellme. 츨압재희할수있습니다.

2009-10-24T20:46:00.001+08:00

I BECAME A "LEE MINHO FAN" FOR 5 MINUTES WTH LOL!

Supposed to go take flu vaccination today with Kele and Zann but.... the clinics closed @ 2pm and Polyclinic wasn't open either. Great, I've to wait until next Monday. So we went to Plaza Sing into the end to get some stuffs. Ok I experienced how it was like to squeeze my way through a shopping mall filled with fans. All the fans were bending over the railing and staring at the escalator below. I suppose Lee Minho's going to Plaza Sing? And then when we were about to leave...... we heard an announcement "Due to security reasons, the somethingsomething event is cancelled. However, to thank the fans for their support, Etude House is giving away free gifts @ level 1...."

Ten thousand people started flocking for level 1, including us. (Got free thing who don't want!!) Omg lol the queue super longgggggg! But wth they damn cheat feeling one, they gave a box of facial cotton ROFLMAO! I thought they would give like lotion or something!! If I were a Lee Minho fan I would prolly have punched the organisers. Luckily I wasn't, and we went to chou4 re4 nao4 for fun! Hehe! Zann was embarassed because after we got our free gift and were walking to the MRT, I said "CHEY, COTTON WOOL ONLY, DON'T NEED QUEUE UP ALREADY LA! COTTON WOOL ONLY, SO CHEAPO." so loudly. Hahahah I said it for those queueing up to hear! ^^v

- End of story. -

Maybe I'm biased but.... I think BEAST's better than MBLAQ. (But both ain't better than SJ, I mean, they ain't even comparable to SJ. :-D) BEAST's vocals are way better than MBLAQ's!! Plus there's AJ, Yoseob and Dongwoon in the group! 1 hot + 2 cute better than the whole MBLAQ join force together hehe. (-: And I don't like MBLAQ's song/ style not my type I dont like.

SS501's comeback stage too! "Love Like This" is......... uh........... average. I'm so hating Hyunjoong's hair! Sorry Triple S, I don't like their new style (not that I liked their prevous style). Hyunjoong doesn't match short hair at all because he looks super __ with it. Hyungjoon's frizzy crazy hair is LOL as well. Hmm..., f(x) was okay with La Cha Ta. But Amber still never fails to make fangirls screammmmmm! Vic dyed her hair (I think?) and she looks nice with it! :-D Sulli forgot her moves lol! SHINee's "Ring Ding Dong" was great (the dance), Onew did a wrong move too heh! (What happened to SM family today... forgetting moves!!) What you call "Onew Condition", normal right, normal. But... SS501 vs SHINee, who wins? I vote for SHINee, anytime. Because there isn't a third option right.........? :Z

2009-10-22T23:30:00.001+08:00

Class chalet was fun... I guess.

Upon entering the chalet, we almost fainted. Omfg the chalet was stinky like hell, just like how Shuying smells. Gross right!! The refridgerator smelt like raw fish, the rooms smelt like cigarette. First day was packed with games, absolutely fun! "Ouch", "Whacko", "Zombie", and others! :-D The only negative thing was that some irritant just had to take their camera around to film the games/ take photos. Like some acid lah, f'king irritating. And then who the heck rolls all the way back until your feet rises up in the air when you play games?! C'mon man, nobody does except for that bloody irritant. Who the heck hits a girl's hand multiple times in Ouch?! Hit one time not enough ah, 趁机摸别人, like some 死变态.

Prepared for the amazing race after dinner. We expected Pasir Ris Park to be dark! Like totally no light and creepy and scary and all! But the street lamps were shining so brightly lol. But I was glad the class was enthusiastic about it, at least most of them were. Shuying and I were station 1 and 5 masters! Laughed so hard @ the class because... "Your mission is the take a picture with a beetle." Some of them really went to search for a REAL beetle! The others took picture of the "beetle" in the maze but not WITH it, so they had to run back to take again. I know it was exhausting and I feel bad for them but......... it's a game haha.

After everyone completed station 1, Shuying and I started on our journey to meet the other station masters! We were almost reaching station 4 when I got so worried because none of the people had texted me yet! (They were supposed to text me a word for the 2nd clue.) LOL in the end they found the clue anyway. Sat down on the what-Jiaqi-call-teletubies-hill with Jingshi, Jiaqi, Iylia and Zann and we were chatting away. Rather chaotic because everyone was bombarding my phone with messages!

Ok but everything went well after that and after a super long time, they finally came to the last station! I swear everyone were sweating and thirsty! But we still played water bomb so yeah. Had a rather failed debrief too heh! Then went to shower and played card games, watched Ju-on (which isn't the least bit scary). Omg Yueying is super @#$%^&!!! She wasn't tired despite not sleeping! I survived the night but plopped to bed @ 8am and woke up at 8.30am. Haha! :-D

Second day was rather slacked because the guys + Yueying and Jiaqi went back to school. But before that we were playing bowling in the morning and lol, luck was on my side! First time I ever got so high (156). My highest was only 108(?)! 让我 show off 一下下!! Haha. So the few of us 姐妹们 was in the chalet spending quality time together hahahaha ok and then we somehow cried when talking about our Mummys. I think they're the greatest people on Earth, don't you think so? :-D

Okay bad incidents, let's skip. So we had a good sleep at 12+am on the 2nd night! 5 people squeezing onto 1 bed, really seemed as though we were having a camp or smth. And then yeah next morning checked out, ate breakfast and went home. I know it doest sounds fun but it was!! Except for a little part.

I HATE STALKERS, HATE PERVERTS, HATE IRRITANTS, HATE COMPLAIN KINGS/QUEENS, HATE PEOPLE BY THE NAME OF __. I hope I've got my message across. Go dig your own grave and bury yourself there thank you very much.

Not quite the same as before.

2009-10-21T23:47:00.000+08:00

I will update about class chalet another day! Typing all these (below), I have no mood to talk about class chalet anymore. )-:

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Just when the hell did Heechul asked for Kangin to be banned from Super Junior? When the hell did Leeteuk or Heechul or Eunhyuk post entries on their cyworld with Kangin on mind? Just how the hell do you know that their entries/ sidebar updates are about Kangin? Childish, immature, shitty reporters trying to create rumours. Celebrities are humans too, why the fuck do you have to try to defame them by reporting rubbish and then trick people into believing them? Kangin's case is stressful enough, now these shitty reporters try to make people think Super Junior's not as united as before. C'mon, Heechul/ Leeteuk/ Eunhyuk and Kangin are close to each other. They never fucking will try to bring the other party down. Stupid reporters, and stupid people who believe what the stupid reporters report. Thanks but no thanks to you.

Sushow 2... Teuk was hot!!!!!!! He was wearing tank top for about half the concert omfg my favourite white tank top!! But Kangin's news totally did affect the mood of Teuk, which in turn affected the mood of the concert, and thus affected the mood of fans. Fancams really made me cry! Teuk was all ._. for 99% of the concert, even when performing their favourite "Gee". He's really stressed over Kangin's incident, having to take all the responsibility as the leader of SJ. Sigh, why is Kangin so..... .... .... I am speechless. 2 fan accounts which made me ㅠㅠ:

I'm a Donghae fan, but yesterday for the last half of the show I keep looking at Teukie.

Because yesterday, Teukie was very not happy, he only smiled four times. Whenever he smiled, my friend and I counted. Out of the four smiles, 2 were forced. My heart hurt so much, the others on stage ran here and there but Teukie walked. I sat inside the stadium, A1 row 11, first seat. I could see everything very clearly. When Teukie was expressionless, I cried and when he cried, I couldn't cry at all!

Fanacct by 龍靈伊伊 @ baidu

After reading other people's fan accounts, my tears kept falling, just like last night.

Yesterday night at the show, I only looked at Teukie, on the opening stage he was fooling around, when he introduced himself, his dance was not bad, he even fell down. Watching him fooling and dancing around, I thought he was happy at that point in time. But when they sang 'Shining star' and Hyuk cried, everyone shouted "Don't cry!", and when I turned to look at Teukie, yes, he cried too. When I saw him cry I felt something stir within me, my heart really hurt, everyone said "don't cry!" but we know his pain. Feeling helpless towards his dongsaengs, maybe he felt responsible. Whenever the screen showed Kangin, everyone shouted "Kangin!" but I felt helpless even as we shout his name. Yes, other brothers (members) would have heard the cheering, and hopefully they will be more resilient and stronger.

When they played the VCR showing the experiences and things that SJ have gone through in these four years, my heart dropped. Four years, but why does it feel so incomplete this year? Although they've won many awards, but the 13 member group is still so incomplete. Sometimes when there are only 10 of them on stage, we will think "Why? Why? Where's the others?" And then when there's 11 members, we wished there were 12. Even if there was just one more, we'll be contented. But Kangin never turned up.

When they sang Marry U, all the fans supported them. Teukie cried again, we were no exception. All the fans asked Teukie not to cry anymore, really, stop crying. But what can we do other than feel our heart ache? But I wanted to say to Teukie, "Cry, cry your heart out, do not feel ashamed in front of us, just let it all out." We don't mind. It's better than seeing you smiling bitterly. When you stood on the stage, you were so close to me, seeing your expression, do you know how much our hearts hurt? And then seeing you softly turning the corner of your lips upwards, but that smile is a bitter smile. Our hearts really hurt, then please don't smile. Be the same Park Jung Soo you were when you're off stage.

We'll wait for the 13 of you to come together, when you see that we are your Everlasting friends, I hope that the 13 we protect will be together. Teukie if you want to cry, just cry, you'd will feel much better, there's nothing embarassing. There's still us, ELFs.

carol0310 @ baidu

Kangin, just so you know, you've made everyone around you sad. Your family, friends, the fans, and the members... Esp Teuk, who always had high hopes on himself to bring SJ up to a higher level, to increase SJ's popularity, to stay connected and together for a long time to come. Plz come to your senses, because ELFs will be waiting for the day all 13 (or 12 minus-ing Kibum, I dont really care about Kibum anymore) will be back on stage together.

Sushow2 pics; Teuk-biased:

Siteuk!! I like Siwon for trying to comfort Teuk! :-D

Super Junior (-2)

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Managed to catch Kiss The Radio today and yes I feel so so contenteddddd! Like finally, after what seems like 3 years I got to watch KTR liveeeeeeee! Eunteuk! <3 Teuk's looking good in white as usual (v^^v) and Hyuk looked like he wore Hae's clothes! Haha, ok I need more of Eunteuk goodness!

Just watched the MV of "Bad Girl" by BEAST, (Boys of EAst Standing Tall, LOL @ the name cause it sounds like a total rip-off of Dong Bang Shin Ki) it was pretty okay... If not for AJ or Yoseob I wouldn't have found it nice. The song's rather catchy though. (But the english in there is shitz.)

There's still that glimmer of hope...

2009-10-21T13:28:00.003+08:00

Back from chalet!! And immediately used the comp upon returning home (LOL)! Pictures, fancams and fan accounts of Sushow2 concert in Shanghai made me cry, dammit. I think I've got too much tears to spare these few days. Sad like fuck now, I shall go sleep since I'm tired now. Maybe posting again at night.

I need to catch Kiss The Radio live tonight.
Shit it, tmrw and the day after is doom's day.

2009-10-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

Incredibly sad. Keep the faith, keep the faith, keep the faith...
Super Junior hwaiting, Teukie hwaiting...

(+++) I have this feeling SM is neglecting Super Junior and DBSK, and focusing more on SHINee. If that's the case, I hate SM, and I'm not gonna support SHINee's activities anymore.

Super show 2!

2009-10-18T17:23:00.003+08:00

I think......................................................................................... I'm taking back my words. There's no way I can possibly not show my biasedness hahaha ok but I shall post about other members/ groups (sometimes) too. :-D

Okay I'm happy full stop. I FOUND THE LEETEUK INTERNATIONAL FORUM!!! Like only dedicated to Jungsoo! Yay, I could jump around the house the whole day now! HAPPYYYYYYY! So now I've 2 forums to check everyday! (Oh yeah!) Basically the SJ forum and Leeteuk forum has almost the same things but it's ok, I can spazz twice. :-D Heh.

Rehearsal for Sushow2 Concert @ Shanghai tonight! Teuk (white shirt + jeans) with his huge red aunty hair clip! Adorable!! :-D

Leeteuk my superman! :-D

SUSHOW2 IN SHANGHAI TONIGHT, SJ HWAITING!! ♥

2009-10-18T02:05:00.000+08:00

From today on, I show my biasedness too much. Or at least, I'll not only post about SJ/ Leeteuk stuffs. Ok give some love to other groups, esp SM Family. :-D (But my url gave away everything huh, ~~Jungsoo biasedness forever!~~ Ok I said I'll not show my biasedness to everyone. ~~But you know I still am.~~)

Omg I don't really want to admit this but........... SHINee's "Ring Ding Dong" MV is freaking hot! (Jonghyun!) But song don't match the dance. (!!!) "Ring Ding Dong" still sounds funny to me no matter what. But the "rock a rock a rock a rock a so funtastic rock a rock a rock a rock a rock a so elastic funtastic funtastic funtastic funtastic elastic elastic elastic elastic" part is cool, like very! Heh. I think Taemin's new hair is kind of... wierd. Key's hairstyle too, maybe I'm just not used to it? Onew's one reminds me of Wook's, but a little shorter. Minho should get a shorter hair. Jonghyun's hairstyle was the only one that looked nicer compared to "Juliette" times. Hahaha omg so many comments ok I shut up. After posting this I shall finish watching this MV and get back to Super Junior craze, immediately. Hahaha!

Watch it! (Jonghyun's the blonde hair one, hottest right! Hah!)

:-D

2009-10-17T21:36:00.001+08:00

I totally need to change my blogskin to something.... Super Junior related! I've a new job and a new religion; 24/7 full-time ELF, and my religion's Jungsooism! Plz respect my religion hah! :-D

Anyway, was out to plan and discuss chalet games etc with Yueying, Jiaqi, Shuying and Kele! Organising is tough, so we really hope everyone will enjoy the games! (And be enthusiastic about it.) Hmm, it's better not rain and hope everything turns out like how we want them to be! :-D Gear up for class chalet woo! I was tired... my body tells me I'm tired but I dont feel like sleeping/ resting. I used to sleep like 2 hours during the June holidays (just to experience what Super Junior members experience during promotional periods where they only get 2-3 hours of sleep per day). Haha ridiculous I know, I wonder how they survived because I barely survived 2 days.................... No wonder Teuk's eyes are always red and his eyebags are huge like fuck! )-:

(Edit: Omg FAIL, I mistaken Shanghai for Beijing. Damn it, LOL.)
Super Show 2 in ~~Beijing~~ Shanghai tmrw! SJ must be busy rehearsing in ~~Beijing~~ Shanghai now. Hmm... Come Singapore!! Sigh if I weren't going China with the school I would have dragged my mum along with me to Thailand in November for their Super Show there! )-: Sad like hell! Lee Minho (you know, that BOF lead) is coming to Singapore, so I should join the crowd but wave my chio sapphire blue SJ lightstick right! Then maybe when he return to Korea he'll tell Leeteuk that he saw a fan frantically waving a Super Junior lightstick in the air to get his attention! Hahaha ok I was dreaming. Minho and Super Junior are not even close. )-: And before I even wave for more than 5 seconds I'd prolly be dragged to the side and get bashed by a Lee Minho fan. (LOL.)

I swear Leeteuk's the most adorable person ever. Which male idol would wear a huge hair clip (those that aunties use) to pin his fringe up?! Only Leeteuk. That's why he's speciallllllll! Hehe. :-D Plz let Super Show 2 in Beijing be a success! Plz let Chinese ELFs take awesome pictures of Leeteuk for me to enjoy. Haha! Fan accounts, yes I love fan accounts! Esp if they're written by a fellow feather, it'd be much nicer since most of the spazzing would be about Teukieeeeee! :-D

Cool right, Sorry Sorry MV filiming the part in the box! Super hot! :-D

But Teuk's latest cyworld entry was........ sad! Like when was his cyworld entries ever happy since June... )-: Emoteuk go away soon! I bet he's under tremendous stress due to tight schedules. Having to lead 12 people isn't easy, Teukie HWAITING! :-D

OH YES SHUYING AGREED TO JOIN IN THE LEE MINHO CROWD WITH ME SO THAT I CAN WAVE MY SUPER JUNIOR LIGHTSTICK HAHAHAHA YAY! :-D I shall go indulge myself in K drama! Any recommendations? :-D

Trying hard to catch up.

2009-10-17T02:35:00.004+08:00

Time to get my life back! Although the papers are a major screw up, I shall return to my fangirling days! (Not that I have stopped fangirling during the exam period, but... Hehe.) It's been hell long since I activated my Kong player to watch Eunteuk host their radio show live! I shall do it next Wednesday. :-D

I must say, Dream Concert was AWESOME! The stage, the huge banners, the ELFs, and the 13+2 boys! ELFs bombarded like the entire center column!!! It was such a heartwarming sight. :-D Their perf was SUPER hot too! (Minus the fact that Kangin and Kibum wasn't performing with the group. Kind of used to the absence of Kibum already... But Kangin, plz join the others in other perfs soon!) SM Family's perf was great too! (Minus the fact that DBSK wasn't with the family.) And Chuseok Dance Battle, I think Teuk, Hyuk, Min and Dong dance Genie better than SNSD! (Haha biased!) :-D

SJM have been promoting recently. "Oh my Super Girl, 你是我的Baby Girl"! Too bad I'm super biased and don't keep track of their promotions! (No Leeteuk = not interested!) I know right, my biasedness is overwhelming. I'm proud of that, I'm a pure feather! Haha. :-D

Mummys are the greatest people on Earth, really. Right Shuying, right Jingshi! :-D

It's been rather long since I spent quality time with 姐妹们... I'll enjoy Monday to Wednesday and then weep like crazy during debriefs. Right, I shall do that.
(Hooray to abnormal sleeping time!)

Edit @ 4:39am;
GENEBIE GAN is still not sleeping, like me! Hahaha and she claims that she's the MEGA GENIUS which so isn't true at all! Anyway, I shall have a mini icon spam since I'm happy!!! Super Junior FTW! :-D

(Credits to creators!)
Ok I shall head to bed now, right now!

Down to the bottom of the 13 km well.

2009-10-15T18:51:00.003+08:00

D I S A P P O I N T E D

in myself.

Never felt this disappointed in myself before.

WPCJ?

2009-10-04T13:48:00.001+08:00

Damnit. Damnit, damnit, damnit.

And then people expect much more out of you...

2009-10-02T16:35:00.004+08:00

Happy 추석 Day! :-D

English's gone fo' good! LH2 was freezing. Literally. 아주 줍니다!!!
1 down, 8 to go. (+ Physics O level SPA.) 화이팅!

Teuk redefines adorable and hot. (-:

2009-09-19T11:11:00.003+08:00

Before I go off for my K class......

Lots of SS2 goodness in HK!!!! Omg, I swear I'm going to have full attendance any SJ concerts (regardless of price) if they ever make their way to this little red dot! Teuk's so skinnnnnnnnnnny! D-: (Eat more eat more!)

Dinoteuk! CUTE ANOT! HAHAHAHA. :-D

Sidenote:
KANGIN HWAITING!
ELFs will always protect you and Super Junior!

Hopelessly in love.

2009-09-13T21:01:00.001+08:00

JUMP WAS AWESOME. AS AWESOME AS BREAKOUT. THOSE CHEOROGRAPHERS ARE GREAT, THE DANCERS ARE GREAT TOO!!! Korea ftw! I took some pastcards (with pretty Seoul scenes printed on them) home! Super pretty! :-D (Next year end, wait till next year end.)

And, call me 재희! My Korean teacher translated my name for me into Korean and it sounded kind of wierd! Pronounced as Jae-hwe. Wierd! Hmm, you know, I find it equally wierd how I dont understand Korean yet love to go to Teukie's cyworld to explore and take a look everyday....? HAHAHAH! :-D

Alright, attempted to do some hardcore mugging after I came home from JUMP but.... I'm always stuck at the same page of the Biology textbook. I never move on. Sigh...... I need motivation. Right now.

Be my essence.

2009-09-11T16:37:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA I'm bored (should be studying but... procrastination!), so I shall type in hangul! It's directly translated from English to Korean heh! :-D

투대스트래닝왓판! 하하하, 그오츠스무욷왓구욷. 아, 아임태깅소오오오마츠트아임타이핑팃! 엘오엘! 잋해스비인으그랮대! :-D

Okay stop it, I took hella long time (20 mintues) typing these few characters!!!! I know I fail! After exams I will spend time brushing up on my hangul typing skills! Heh. :-D

Eunteuk! (Frankly speaking, I'd prefer Eunteuk to Kangteuk/ Eunhae.) :-D

After exams, I will:
● Learn 1 SJ dance properly (and hopefully dont look like a gorilla again)!
● Learn Korean diligently. (!!!)
● Improve on my hangul typing skills.
● Train hard to improve on my volleyball skills. (!!!)
● Change my blogskin and start blogging more frequently (even though nobody tags already).
● Have fun!

AHHHHH HAVENT STARTED ON EOY REVISION. I AM SO... SO... SO... DEAD.

Just. Like. That............

2009-09-08T22:31:00.000+08:00

JAEBEOM HWAITING!
2PM HWAITING!

I can't believe all these is happening now. Anti's just had to make it worse, digging up news dated 4 fucking years ago. Without Jaebeom, 2PM's nothing. Jaebeom's fucking talented, but now................... Enough said.

(No, this post doesn't make me a 2PM fan. I just feel sad for Jaebeom and Hottests, because he's the one who led me to know 2PM.)

I know right, finally a post not about Super Junior. I shall go stare @ my Leeteuk to cheer myself up.

Lips of an angel (L).

2009-09-07T15:23:00.003+08:00

Lots of things to do this week!! I need to get started on learning how to dance "Pajama Party"! And I want to learn how to dance "Why I Like You" too! (Maybe I should join dancing classes to learn "Why I Like You". Hmm...) But exams are a spoiler, damn. After exams, after exams, after exams. 화이팅! (-:

Super love! :-D

(First time editting something myself, haha!)

Drop dead gorgeous.

2009-09-01T22:05:00.001+08:00

Okay I shall update today. It has been.... almost 3 weeks since I last posted!!! LOL.
Monday was a day well-spent. :-D The whole family went to Marina Barrage today to have a picnic (LOL) and then it rained after 15 minutes. Right..... Indoor picnic. ROFLMAO! (I bet teachers now know what this means! HAHAHA!)

THIS is what you call OMFG HOT:

-faints-

LEETEUK!!!! OMFG HOT! :-D Plus, Teuk was wearing the shoes SJ World gave him for his birthday present! HAHAHA I contributed! He's wearing part of me!!! (Grins.)

I know, I should just go and die. Damn Teuk, why is he so hot...............!!!!

A loving heart is not sufficent...

2009-08-08T16:32:00.007+08:00

Shindong, Donghae, Siwon, Sungmin, Leeteuk! (<3)

If the truth betrayed the faith,
Would you have a true heart to love?

The bitter truth concealed inside, the silent struggles,
The pain pushed away by an angel's smile,
However still, not able to heal the wound...

When you're alone, what surrounds you,
Are the very very cold and white walls.
We can't step over your window of heart now,
But you know, we'll be there for you.

The truth is getting more ruthless,
Yet we will get over it, just to see your heartfelt smile.
We'll brave all storms and overcome these obstacles,
Please have faith and believe in us.

When we decide to be stronger to face the future,
We will live uneventfully and strong,
Because when we're together, the faith will heal all.

The moment our heart painly understood
That no power can win over that fact.
Felt like giving up, yet still holding on tightly.

Giving up your right of sadness,
Having the only land where you could live
With the grief in your heart invaded.

Have you believed in the number 13?
Have you believed in them?
Have you believed in the selfless leader who silently leads?
Have you believe that together, we'll achieve happiness?
We believed and are believeing,
Because we're ELFs, as well as the feathers that make up our angel's wings.

Even though the path is full of sadness,
But none of us will let go.
Because on this world which the faith has been denied
Only the love between SJ and ELF exist forever and will grow up.

We believe in the 13,
That they will smile, laugh and sing happily on stage everytime.
Can we all make this dream come true?

Happy days don't last long..., sad days don't, either.

2009-08-01T00:55:00.004+08:00

Most of the times, I enjoy the company of friends.

But sometimes, I feel like being left alone.

Things get calmer, thoughts get deeper.

More peaceful, more relaxing.

Just staring and thinking, thinking, thinking.

Lots of things hit me and then I realise...............

Super love to Super Show 2.

2009-07-23T23:23:00.005+08:00

Super Show 2 in Seoul have ended, 3 days of performance, but more than 3 months of preparation. 10+ more performances in Asia though.

SJ: "Thank you, ELFs!"

I teared when I first saw this picture. I felt touched, and I've no idea why... They shouldn't be thanking ELFs, we are the ones who should thank them.
THANK YOU ALL, SUPER JUNIOR!
(For putting up an awesome performance, for always having ELFs in mind, for always putting your best into everything you do.)

Leeteuk cried during the performance again... )-: This silly boy!!! Super emotional inside him... )-:

LUV TO THE MAX.

(Okay, I updated something.)

Thousand and one crimson red roses..............

2009-07-04T21:12:00.003+08:00

Won't be privating my blog, but I won't be posting. (Or at least not too often.)

I need to study. I need to stop spending too much time on electronic devices. I need to get my homework done first. I need to revise everyday. I need to get myself motivated. I need to put in more effort in my studies. I need to stop my procrastination. I need to use the computer or watch tv only during weekends after completing what's I'm expected to do. I need to stop fangirl-ing so much (!!!). :-/ I need to..... I need to.... I need to.... there are so many things I need to do now. I'm not highly motivated about this but I'll try to work harder and focus on studies more from tomorrow onwards.

The super special 1st of July. (-:

2009-07-01T01:16:00.010+08:00

Happy Birthday Jungsoo (Leeteukie)!!! :-D
1st of July, the day the angel descends to Earth on a rainy day.

Latest update:

(Taken @ SJ KTR radio show on 010709.)

(!!!) I just realised that I've posted a lot a lot of pictures......! O: It looks like a collage of Jungsoo, nice right! :-D Hahaha! 400+ photos and that's not even half of the total I have. He still looks young even when he's 26 (27 in Korea)! Heh! :-D Gif images @ the bottom of post! :-P

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GIF IMAGES now!!! Sorry if I lagged your computer................! :-D

Performances:

Variety Shows:

Super Junior KTR (dj with Eunhyuk):

Music Videos:

Others:

Right, all that you've seen in those gifs and most of the pictures are Leeteuk. Jungsoo's not that dorky off screen. He's an introvert, quiet and emo and keeps to himself etc, unexpected right?! He displays his funny and happy side on tv shows/ performances and all but the real Jungsoo is very very different.

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I'll not write a whole paragraph like I did previously. Point-form shall be it now! :-D

● SJ starts with Jungsoo, a caring, sensible, responsible leader whom all members look up to. Even though they bully and tease him a lot (on screen and off screen), they are well aware of the fact that without Jungsoo, they would probably not be SJ as a whole. He does more for the group than people give him credit for, and he doesn’t expect people to praise his leadership skills, just acknowledge him for who he is, and he's happy enough.

● Aside from his caring-leader mode, Leeteuk has a maternal feeling in him, taking care of the members as if they're his own children. The parental figure never leaves him. Also, he doesn't only take care of SJ, but the whole of SM Family (incl. DBSK, SHINee etc)

● In their relay talk after the second album was out, Sungmin said "Whenever one of us has a problem, Leeteuk-shi will always fix it. But I wish he would rely more on us. He tries to handle the group's problems, the member's problems and his own problems alone. The 12 of us depend on him, so it would be nice if he could depend on us too."

● Leeteuk has a flawless speech with the power to make people believe. He can literally brainwash people into doing what he wants just by talking. (Watch SJ Adonis Camp and you'll get what I mean.) It seems like whatever he says is law, there is no other way, just follow law by law.

● Although he's only ranked the 5th dancer in SJ, he puts much passion into his dancing and takes every performance seriously. He may not be as good a dancer as SJ's dancing machine Eunhyuk, but he displays the confidence that leaves one in awe.

● I swear nobody is as selfless as him. I've watched the video of their car accident on Youtube, and turned to volume to the max. When Jungsoo was being carried into the ambulance on a stretcher, I heard a faint "Kyuhyun ah~". At that point of time, he cared more about the member than those glass shreds near his eye.

● He tries to find delight in everything he does, tv programmes, radio shows, MC-ing, singing, dancing... After so many years in the entertainment industry, many celebrities would have changed to become someone they think would be more popular with the people. But Jungsoo never changes. His actions, his heart, his perserverance, his everything. Just the way ELFs want him to be.

● He doesn't give a 100%, but a 110% in everything he does. He works like he have just entered the industry and needs to gain fame fast. With his fame now, he can relax, he can play, but he doesn't because he thinks that as a leader, he should show the best example for everyone. Even if it means having less sleep time, less free time, less leisure time, less playing time, he still puts in the greatest effort to make sure everything is done (not only up to, but) beyond satisfaction level.

● He loves ELFs alot, way more than anything else in the world. It's common knowledge that ELF isn't a completely obedient and nice fanclub, things do get out of hand sometimes when people act irrationally. But Jungsoo never ever scolds ELFs, never ever gets mad at ELFs, never ever disapprove of what ELFs do. He supports ELFs in anyway he can, however they are.

● As a 83-er, he's the oldest in the group, together with Heechul who is only 10 days younger than him. He's 26 this year, but he acts like a 6 year old. Watch scenes of his dorkiness with Eunhyuk while dj-ing and you might even ask "Does his heart ever grow old...?" The answer is no, his heart doesn't, never ever.

● No doubt, he's VERY sensitive. He cries a lot because he loves too much, his members, his hyungs, his dongsaengs, and ELFs. He never cries for himself. His tears are therefore special, because they show the beauty and purity of his soul, the soul of a true angel. (-:

Park Jungsoo is an ordinary man, but his heart as big as the world. Leeteuk however, is a celebrity who has lots of popularity, but his heart remains the same, still as big as the world. From head to toe, he's ten out of ten. And if he's not an A+ leader, no one else is.

Lastly, one of the 5 birthday presents SJ World is giving Leeteuk! It's a special edition shoe with angel wings! :-D

Screams that filled the air, popularity of 12 boys. :-D

2009-06-28T16:08:00.001+08:00

Just look @ the number of fans..... People holding green balloons are SS501's fans, people holding sapphire blue balloons are SJ's fans.

Leeteuk's signboard!!!! Wonder who made it so nice, haha!

Blur photos 'cuz everyone were pushing and shoving.

SJ's famous "We are Super Juni-or!" handsign. Leeteuk in white cap, white shirt and sunglasses! Damn adorable right! :-D

SS501 and Super Junior arrived @ Taiwan's airport at around the same time yesterday, with over a thousand fans waiting for them at the arrival hall at least 6 hours before their arrival time. Although I only saw the pictures taken in the airport, omg, I can imagine how noisy it was, totally. When SJ/ SS501 arrived, ALL the fans were screaming their lungs out. (The screams lasted for at least half an hour.) The crowd went horribly wild, and were running after SJ when they arrived. They even dashed onto the road without even thinking of their safety. The officers were strong though, preventing thousands of fans from getting near SJ's vans. Everyone were pushing and shoving each other, I bet they had a lot of skinship... haha! See it for yourself! It was also reported that 1 fan even lost his/her shoe, haha! But still, I'm glad Taiwanese ELFs gave Super Junior a hell load of support. These boys's popularity is undeniably high! :-D

If anyone watched Golden Melody Awards yesterday......... you'll know how many Taiwanese ELFs were gathered there when they walked the red carpet. (ELFs can't be seen in that picture though.) Signboards with Korean words and sapphire blue ballons! :-D After Super Junior left the red carpet to enter the hall, almost half the crowd disappeared. Mainly because half the crowd present @ the red carpet are Super Junior's fans. :-D

Quoted from "Apple Daily":
SJ posed a threat to others. Yoga Lin (Lin2 You4 Jia1) said when interviewed, "Initially, I wanted to act suavely, but I saw many girls holding Korean banners." Did he feel stressed? He laughed, "It's not too bad, they let out friendly screams".

Award presenting... Luckily Hankyung's from China so he can converse in chinese, otherwise I don't think SJ would be on Golden Melody Awards. :-D

Performance! :-D

During the Golden Melody Awards, fans were screaming like hell when SJ appeared on stage. Critics even said that Taiwanese ELFs have no manners because they were screaming when SJ appeared, screaming when the hosts were talking, practically screaming whenever they could see SJ. If it was me I'd be screaming my lungs out too, you can't blame SJ for being so popular right. (Grin grin.) Watch SJ's Golden Melody Awards on Youtube and you'll see for yourself the number of fans present, seriously. I bet there's at least a thousand ELFs there.

Ps. While watching Golden Melody Awards live on tv, I was super aggitated! Too hot too hot! Leeteuk's acting of the shocked expression and "对对" in Chinese was super adorable hahahaha! And SJ pretended that they understood Chinese! Hilarious! Ah, fangirl-ing again. :-P

Anyway, I think I'd be privating my blog soon, maybe ~~tomorrow~~ this coming weekend. (-:

"I'm willing to sacrifice... for Super Junior" -Leeteuk

2009-06-25T21:46:00.008+08:00

(Updated the songs in my playlist, it's all SJ's songs now! :-D And, I finally got a copy of SJ's 3rd album, finally!!!)

Super Junior's Leeteuk selected as the "best idol group leader".

Super Junior's leader (Leeteuk) has been selected as the leader with best leadership for an idol group in the community portals. On those sites, from the 16th to the 23rd June, they had to answer the question "Which leader has the best leadership?" Once the survey was done, the results have been announced in the morning on 24th June. According to the survey, the leader of 13 member group Super Junior, Leeteuk, got 15724 votes (34.2%) out of the 45928 votes, which placed him on the top of the other leaders.

Netizens said that "the 12 members have been led wisely" and that's why they gave Leeteuk a high score. SNSD's (otherwise known as Girls Generation) leader Taeyeon got 10171 votes (22.1%), while DBSK's Yunho got 9850 votes (21.4%), making them 2nd and 3rd in the survey. SS501's Hyunjoong, SHINee's Onew, and 2pm's Jaebum were following behind.

Kim Heechul (member of Super Junior) who is the same age as Leeteuk admired his leadership, and also said, "He (Leeteuk) always puts the members before himself" and "even if he gets angry at his dongsaengs (referring to the other members in Super Junior), he will give them a tight hug and apologise in the end".

Source: sj-market

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C'mon, who wouldn't agree with this...? Who else's able to lead 12 members, and keep the group going on for 3 years and 7 months? He's not perfect, and the road ain't easy, but he's truely a strong leader who proved that he is capable of leading such a big group. SM Entertainment did make the right choice of letting Leeteuk be the leader. :-D
This news totally made my day. Everyone start admiring this person now! Leeteuk hwaiting!! :-D

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(Edit: 26th June 2009, 2.25pm)
Note: SJ's fans are called ELFs, DBSK's fans are called Cassiopeians, but I'll use Cians for short.

To Cians who bash Super Junior/ Leeteuk because you are unhappy with the results of the above poll or thought that Yunho should have won, here's a message to kick some sense into you all: (All these are rants, don't read if you're not a Cian who have bashed SJ)

I have the littlest respect for all of you Cians now. What's up with bashing other group's leader? Hello, it's not like what you said is going to change the poll result or change ELF's midset to root for DBSK right. So now you say Yunho should have won this title... then please tell me why he didn't win? Don't say that Korean Netizens "are fools who don't vote for the right leader." Look, there are Netizens who are Cians as well, so do you mean that they are fools too? The more you bash, the more we love SJ for who they are, for having ELFs who are so civilised and educated. You don't see/ hear ELFs bashing DBSK, do you? Ok, maybe a few of them, but compared to Cians who bash SJ, that's hell lot of difference in the number.

And stop having the idea that DBSK is #1 in Asia, where's your prove? And even so, does being #1 in Asia have anything got to do with being a good leader? No, the answer is definitely "No", so why are you making lame excuses saying that because they are #1 in Asia, Yunho should have won? That's wayyyy out of the topic, sidetrack, zero for that. C'mon, Leeteuk won already, that's the final result, so what's all these anti comments for, I don't understand Cians, really. Do you even know Leeteuk well enough to judge him?

Now, about Leeteuk not having the "leader vibe" and that when you see him on tv shows, you'd think he's just "one of those odinary members". Leeteuk doesn't want the members to think of him as a "scary" hyung. He knows that the members will treat him with respect even without that fierce and demanding look that most other leaders have. When the camera is rolling, the members tease him, bully him and such, but behind the camera, they look up to him because he's caring towards to members all the time. Whenever the team gets interviewed and they don't know how to answer a question, Leeteuk speaks up for them. He seems all weak on the outside, but he's strong on the inside. Kangin may look like the leader on tv shows because he gives one the impression of being strong, but he's only strong on the outside. They need someone with a strong and determined personality - Leeteuk.

Having to take care of 12 people with 12 different personalities isn't an easy task, but he did it. He did guide SJ to where they are now, all their success, it couldn't have been possible is Leeteuk did not solve all the problems and conflicts between each member. He understands the members inside-out, he always worries for the members, he led the group and ELFs to become one, he strives for his best in everything he does, he gets scolded when the members does something wrong (and it's not his fault), he takes up his roles with much pride, he doesn't let himself have all the stage time (meaning he lets each individual member get their turn to talk during interviews), and so on. With all these, I don't see why Leeteuk's not worthy of being the best idol group leader.

On their radio broadcast, 5 members (who just came back from China after their schedules) complained that Leeteuk did not call them often enough when they were in China. This proves that Leeteuk's absence from the group makes them feel empty, and so out of place. The members are really attatched to Leeteuk, they cannot do without him. Leeteuk is the best idol group leader indeed, and with the other members who clique together well, they form SJ. Even though I've only been an ELF for 1.5 months, I can proudly say that I understand SJ well enough, and I'm proud to be an ELF.

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Highlights:
1. Winter 2005, the members who has just debutted went skiing together to film for a programme. That night, with each of them holding a candle, the members sat in a circle, and spoke from the bottom of their hearts.
Sungmin: Even though I’ve had a lot of experiences with different groups, I still feel that the time spent now, together with Super Junior is the best. All of us aren’t strangers, and there are times when we still quarrel, or just cannot stand one another, but those are just short/ small moments. During those moments, I would think, “I have hyungs (older brothers) before me, and dongsaengs (younger brothers) behind following me, I have everyone around me.” Every moment, to every member who’s always been with me, I want to say "Thank You".
Shindong: I’ve always thought that I was alone. Ever since group activities started, then I started to be aware of “us”, and develop the thought that “how nice would it be if we are always together.” The feeling of everyone helping one another and spending enjoyable times together is great. Everyone will laugh together during happy times, even venting our anger at each other during unhappy times would be good... Seeing the “we will grow together” expressions on each other’s faces really feels good.
Yesung: We are worrying because we are all gathered together here, but in a positive way... we knew each other during practice time in the same office. And even if we cannot be together forever, the friendship we formed together... you know Super Junior's not at the end, we will grow up more and have better results in future, together.
Eunhyuk: When we are here, I really miss all the members who are not here together with us now. Because the time we have together is not a lot, sometimes it really hurts. Now that we are here... I miss them even more. Honestly, because of work, the time we have to catch up with friends is very limited and we cannot hang out with them too often. We’re almost always together with the members, we are very close, like a family. If we have to split, it would definitely be really sad. To me, you all are very important...
Leeteuk: All I think of is "We are together". It will be like that forever and ever. Even if we split up in the future, and go into developing our different talents... When I think of this; only two words appear in my heart: “Don’t want”. It’s probably because I have put too much feelings into all these, into Super Junior. There's a lot of love between the members, so don't forget the time we spent together, keep them in your mind.
Kangin: We can make a promise to stay together forever. I also hope that everyone remembers our conversation today.

2. (Note: Jungsoo is Leeteuk's real name. Hyung refers to older brother. Dongsaeng refers to younger brother. Leeteuk and Heechul are the same age and the oldest in SJ.)
Heechul’s pre-debut cyworld entry:
"Have we ended the day’s training? Or is it only the beginning now? We practised till very late at night... Everyone is very tired... Today, Jungsoo hyung has collapsed due to exhaustion again... He tiredly sits on top of the metal box and takes a nap... Even if it’s only for a few minutes while waiting for the car... He cannot wait anymore... He needs to rest... I stood in front of him and watched... Afraid that he will fall off the box because he’s too tired... I used my hands to support him... And watched him with eyes open widely... Ah... I usually don’t talk much... Let the dongsaengs play crazily... Because I don’t want to abuse my authority as a hyung and scare them... I’m someone who don’t know how to co-exist with others... Hyung must be really tired... He has to look after the cold and uncooperative me... And still have to mix with the rest he has just met... But he seems to have gone crazy already... Actually I really want to share some of Jungsoo hyung’s burden/ responsibilities/ pain... But... I only had to one chance to support you while you were sleeping, preventing your body from falling... We are their hyungs... But I only have you as my hyung... Jungsoo hyung... Sleep well for that short while..."

3. 8th August 2006, Donghae's father passed away.
Leeteuk: Before Donghae's father passed away, there was one night, when all the member's parents gathered together, Donghae's father pulled me outside and had a chat with me. He said, "Take care of Donghae for me. Donghae is still young and have not grown up fully. I'm entrusting Donghae in your hands now." At that time, Donghae's father already knew he was going to die, so he passed the responsibility to me. I immediately agreed, because as a hyung, it's my responsibility to take care of my dongsaengs.

4. 30th November Super Junior received MBC 2006 Seoul Song Awards Newcomer Award and Mobile Popularity Award. 14th December 2006 Super Junior received 21st Korean Golden Disc Newcomer Award and Most Popular Award. 29th December 2006 Super Junior received Best New Male Group at SBS Song Awards. Leader Leeteuk stayed up a few nights to prepare all his speeches. Unfortunately, he fainted and had to be sent to the hospital...

5. 19th April 2007, Super Junior’s Leeteuk, Shindong, Eunhyuk and Kyuhyun were involved in an accident. The van they were in overturned. Eunhyuk and Shindong suffered minor injuries. They had to be warded to be kept under observation for a week. Leeteuk suffered severe injuries and had 170 stitches altogether on his face, waist and back. Kyuhyun suffered severe injuries too. When he was sent to the hospital, he was unable to breathe on his own and had to rely on the respirator to breathe.At the scene, Eunhyuk knelt beeside Leeteuk and comforted him the whole time. Shindong sat beside Leeteuk and hugged him. While Leeteuk was carried onto the stretcher, he kept calling Kyuhyun’s name because Kyuhyun's condition seemed to be worse than his.
Leeteuk’s recollections: At the scene, I kept calling Kyuhyun's name. I wanted to know if he was alright, but I couldn't move because there were glass shreds all over my body. In the hospital, we cried a lot. I borrowed 500 won from the nurse and secretly went online. There were a lot of news reports about the accident. Eunhyuk read these reports and kept crying, he was very upset. After Eunhyuk and Shindong was discharged, I was left alone in the ward. I felt like going out for a while at night. At 11pm I went down, and cried... I felt very lonely...
Sungmin: I really want to tell Teuk hyung that while he was away in the hospital recupperating, the space he left was very big. The disagreements between the members... there wasn’t anyone to mediate. I really wish you’ll come back quickly so that we can throw tantrums and listen to your nags. Then we can feel that we are Super Junior, so that we can feel like we are united.
Kyuhyun: My injuries have not fully recovered but I really want to take part in the album’s preparation. My manager did not allow me to do this. They said going back to the stage now was still too early because doing so could worsen my injuries. But I insisted, no matter how much it hurts, I wanted to join them. As I was the one who insisted in doing so, I cannot show any signs of pain and I must be responsible for my words.
(On stage, Kyuhyun sang with injuries. The hyungs watched him and teared.)
Leeteuk: I was also one of those who went through that accident... Singing together with Kyuhyun, or even if it’s just being together with him, I will still feel happy. Kyuhyun, we will always be together by your side.

6. 26th February 2008, Super Show concert in Soeul have just ended yet the members had to continue with their schedule right after. They did not have any sleep for more than 1 day. Leeteuk was filming "Star King" the day after, but he could not even stand because his back injury acted up again. He was sent to the hospital in the middle of filming.

7. 9th May 2008, 6 members of SJ participated in the Marathon held by "HopeTV24". Without sleeping, they walked/ ran for exactly 24 hours, covering 68km.
Leeteuk: Because of the bad weather in the morning, I caught a cold. I've never ran like this before. My knee..., feet... everything hurts a lot. Yesung hurt himself during the Marathon. He was sent to the hospital, but came back with clutches to join us at the end.
Yesung: I'm fine. I really wanted to finish the race. I saw them running on tv... and my heart ached.

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Quotes from SJ members:
Leeteuk: We train until we bleed, but we still get scolded all the time. Whenever something like this happens, the tears will start faling. Even though there are other times I cry, it’s during times like these that I feel extremely tired.
Kyuhyun: At home, my parents take care of me well. Even though it may seem mean to my parents, but when I’m together with the hyungs, I can gather much more strength.
Ryeowook: When Super Junior M went to China for activities, all this while I never went back to Korea and I miss all the Super Junior members. Even though Kyuhyun doesn’t say it, in his heart he misses everyone too... He secretly calls Leeteuk hyung sometimes. Unfortunately, Leeteuk hyung is always doing a programme whenever he calls. This made Kyuhyun a little upset and when he went back to Korea, he kept complaining to Leeteuk hyung.
Hankyung: It has been a while since I performed on stage with the other members. When I was on stage, I was very excited. I didn’t even know what it means to be tired. I only felt breathless when I got off the stage.
Ryeowook: Because we came back, the dorm became very noisy. Although Leeteuk hyung and Eunhyuk always complain about the noise, I know they feel sweet and happy in their hearts.
Leeteuk: Super Junior is gathered all together, 13 members, to be lively and energized.
Kangin: Because we are 13, we are Super Junior. We need to be 13 in order to stand on stage. It's like the 10 fingers linked together, cannot be separated. No one is better and no one is worse, we are bright as one.
Leeteuk: When the camera starts rolling, I change from Park Jungsoo to Leeteuk. This Leeteuk must be perfect, he cannot make any mistakes.
Leeteuk: Actually, I'm not a person with a lot of leadership skills, I am very sensitive and I cry a lot. But I want to be a role model to the members, I want them to follow in my footsteps, so I was willing to take up this position. I will give my everything for SJ.
Shindong: Even when I'm doing radio show myself, I'm representing SJ. I am often worried if I will affect SJ's image. Not my image, but the member's image.
Eunhyuk: Our leader loves us a lot. If we can't fall asleep, he will stay awake with us, just to talk about things and accompany us.
Kangin: Hyung, let me protect you for my whole life...
Siwon: I'm always thinking about the members, hope we'll be together forever. Endure it together, the future is still very long. It's really hard to find brothers like us. SJ fighting!
Heechul: Leeteuk is like a mum. He's heart is really warm, and he really knows how to take care of us.
Kangin: Teuk hyung is really hardworing, so we try to take the burden off his shoulders sometimes. Let's not make Teuk hyung work so hard, ok!
Ryeowook: I really look up to Leeteuk hyung like a brother whom I can trust and rely on. I'm very thankful. I'll cook more for him in future.
Heechul: Our Jungsoo ah, even though we're both the older members in SJ, I didn't really do anything. I'm so sorry I troubled you all these while...
Yesung: I've always wondered "what a boring life I'd be living is I wasn't in SJ". So I'm really thankful to be part of SJ.
Leeteuk: It's okay if you're not exceptionally nice to me, it's enough if you just stay by my side forever.
Heechul: Jungsoo is tired because he has to take care of 12 members. Man, you can't cry by yourself. When you're tired, learn to lean on us, okay? Because you're the leader you have a lot of courage, but regarding age? We're the same ago ok! Being the same age, I want to tell you something: If you're tired, come find me, I'll always welcome you.
Hankyung: Our leader really cares for me, so I don't feel tired at all.
Kibum: These are not empty words. To me, SJ is family.

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SJ's road to success wasn't smooth @ all. But what did SJ work so hard for? It's all for ELFs. That wasn't all of SJ's stories, there were more, but I merely highlighted the bigger events. Leeteuk definitely has the be recognised as the best idol group leader. Look, I didn't bash DBSK in any way, did I? So please, Cians, watch what you say, don't start a war just because your Yunho didn't win.

"Super Junior... starting with Leeteuk, ending with Kyuhyun. Always 13."

잃어버린 날개, 잃어버린 미소, 잃어버린 행복을...

2009-06-22T03:37:00.001+08:00

어쩌면 내가 너무 순진 했어요 ... 하지만 무슨 일이있어도, 당신과 당신의 ELFs 항상 곁에 사랑하는 것입니다. 제발, 이특기운내봐.

Please note: Online translators are never accurate, so don't bother.

Too little yet too much...

2009-06-21T18:05:00.003+08:00

Today's Super Junior 3rd album last performance................ 3 months flew past, just like that.
No more "Sorry Sorry", no more "It's You", just Super Junior and their preparation for Super Show Asia Tour 2..... )-:

"URINEUN , SUPA JUNI-O-EYOH!!"

At least those shows Leeteuk MC-ed in are shown on KBS World, great! I get to see him on tv! :-D

(Update again some time soon.)

Let us be your wings, and you'll just have to be the angel we knew.

2009-06-17T12:46:00.002+08:00

I shall post today because I'm happy! :-D Happy because the smiling angel Leeteuk is back, he has been emo for 1 week already!!! Reading his cyworld (blog) entries for the past week made me feel like crying ok! )-: At least his cyworld entry today got me smiling. I know I know, I'm crazy..., crazy over Super Junior. (-:

Ikea (study date) with team yesterday was somewhat productive, at least I completed my whole Chinese workbook from Chapter 9 - chapter 18! :-D

My body clock is officially screwed. Slept at 8am and woke up at 4pm. Right, sleeping in the morning and waking up in the afternoon with a really bad headache................. ._. I need to get my normal sleeping hours back, but the thing is, I'm not tired until 3/4+am now. O:

Was playing with the comuter's camera with my sister the other day, and we ended up with:
(Look Cali, it's your shirt!)

And, Leeteuk's bithday is coming up too! Made a card and sent to Korea where this person will collate all the cards from international fans and pass it to him on his birthday! So cool right, so cool! :-D Least I could do for my idol's birthday... Haha! :-D (Intentionally editted the part under my name.)

나 감사 드려요, 그대 이 세상에 온 것을.

Super Junior Fighting!! :-D

Lovely memories in the backyard garden.

2009-06-13T23:14:00.002+08:00

"Until sapphire blue pearl covers the entire planet, Super Junior will continue to perform." -이특 (Leeteuk)

Family in action.

2009-06-12T21:30:00.004+08:00

3 Days 2 Nights @ Rawa Island made me blacker! I'm black enough, but the sun thinks otherwise. D-: Now I'm seriously black, and the whole family had mild sunburns! Heh, we all looked like lobsters on the 2nd day, red from the sun! Lazy to elaborate k, will just post the pictures up! :-D

I'm a good photographer right! :-D

The water is so clear you can see the fishes swimming in it! The beach was sparkling CLEAN! And the fishes are near the shore so we don't have to go too far into the sea. Cool, no? (-:

Self-reflect corner! Haha. (-:

Trekked to the tip of the island! Super sweaty...................

Told you so, sweatyyyyyy!

Hammock(?)-facination. O:

To kill time, "The Game of Life".

Or maybe a game of pool... (-:

Spot me. :-D

1, 2, 3, 4. I look shorter than my sis because I was almost falling over! O: O: O:

Our "hotel"!

Sexy daddy! Hah!

(-:

I realised...... we don't have a single family photo... )-: Went for class BBQ straight after I came back from Malaysia, was tired but it's ok, probably our last class outing until the end of the year, I definately can't give it a miss. Barbeque, sparkles, enjoying the sea breeze on the breakwater, small chats, dare or double dare, 33 half-squats(?), ghost stories, awesome day. :-D

In the midnight silence..., feeling so foreign.

2009-06-08T20:51:00.002+08:00

Friday was last day of extension week, like finally our so-called holiday is here! Mahjong, water bomb and games @ Calista's house after school! Fun2dmax, totally. I need more of these days, definately. :-D Saturday training was very slack, I was reading a book instead of playing volleyball........... heh! Lucky with usual people after training, chat for 3 hours. Maybe more of gossiping, when these girls are around, there will always be gossiping for sure chop chop 100%. :-P (C Xinhui, hope your ankle's much better now!)

Went to Chinese Garden for Chinese project today! Had a really awesome day with my 姐妹们 (Jiaqi, Jingshi, Shuying, Kele)! :-D It was sort of a last minute thing because we actually wanted to go Chinatown, but decided to go Chinese Garden. (Omg I'm such a country bumpkin, I actually have never been to Chinese Garden in my 15 years of life......) I know... this cheena-looking place is actually quite nice to "tour" around! Haha!

Played @ the playground! Plus lots of unglam-ness! O:

Horrible looking hair....................!

We look like chinese poets right! (-:

"Look @ this super big-sized fish!!!!!"

"Yah look!"

"Look!"

"Looooook!"

They just became a couple. (Jingshi, I thought you said it's a disgrace to have a seatmate like Kele! Hahaha!) :-D

See the resemblence?! We are kong3 zi3! (-:

Impromptu decision to have lunch @ TM Pasta Mania, took a look at the shop for class tees, and shopped for a while with Kele after that. (-:

SHINee's "Juliette" won Music Bank 3 days ago. Super Junior lost to them..... )-: But Super Junior's "It's You" won Inkigayo (Mutizen Award) yesterday! (Beams.) Haha actually "Juliette" and SHINee's quite nice too. (Jonghyun!!!) Ok wait, Super Junior's still my number 1! :-D

1st row: Taemin, Jonghyun (!), Minho

2nd row: Onew, Key

This... is what you call "hot"! (-: (SHINee)

Left to right: Donghae, Siwon, Sungmin, Kyuhyun, Yesung, Eunhyuk, Hangkyung, Leeteuk (!!!)

This... is what you call "hottest"! :-D (Super Junior)

MIA for 3 days, don't miss me! :-D

I met the angel in heaven and she said....

2009-06-03T17:57:00.005+08:00

Shall blog whatever I want to say in point form again! (You know, I'm lazy to paragraph it.) :-D

● Changed blog song! Haha, not Super Junior's song this time though, but still very nice! :-D (My Girl by Xing, and Not Young by U-kiss.)
● School was boring yesterday, all the SPAs and A math lesson... )-:
● Disectted(?) the heart during Biology SPA, it was gross! Hahaha, wait, as a Biology student, I shouldn't be grossed out by this...
● School was rather laxed today again! (Minus the Biology SPA part.)
● Biology SPA was disastrous I must say. Super super disastrous! Perspired like some pig heh! :/
● The liver was no doubt disgusting!!
● Walk out + bus ride with Kele was fun, we haven't chatted 1 to 1 for so long since we knew each other right! (-:
● Bought SuJu Happy's album because Super Junior's 3rd album is out of stock........ wth! D-: Nevermind, I shall wait until the stock comes in!
● Plz plz plz vote for Super Junior @ http://www.channelv.com/rde/v/3119.htm! Hehe, voting ends on 7 June quick vote quick vote! :-D

Leeteuk (first picture, hottest of the hottest right!!!) and Eunhyuk (second picture). Huixian, the 2nd picture's for you uh, your chest pop prince! Hahaha! :-D

So sick of it....., just so so sick of it.

2009-06-02T20:13:00.003+08:00

(Fuck this, fuck that, fuck everything. I'm so fucking sick of all these.)
)-: )-: )-: )-: )-:

Runaway train, like the runaway heart.

2009-05-31T18:42:00.012+08:00

Happy Birthday Wanxin (the awesome friend)! :-D

New member of 15 year old club heh! Stay awesome and cute ok! (-: Starting on homework already..... I hope I've the motivation to complete all of them by the first week. The success's only 5% though hehe! Ok, fine, whatever.

That aside, Super Junior! :-D
"Sorry Sorry" MV (dance version) @ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bqMq82S7OVQ.
I know, some people say the dance's gay but whatsoever, they're still the best to me in every aspect. Was reading forums/ websites where the public could make comments, I really don't see why people have to give nasty comments! Hell yeah you don't like SJ then just stfu.......... But on the other hand, it's really great to know SJ has many fans out there (yes I am one of them)!!!!! :-D

Hmm, have been posting really old photos of Super Junior. For a change, this is a newer photo with new hairstyles! (Many of them cut their hair short(er)......! O:)

(Left to right) Standing: Siwon, Yesung, Kangin, Shindong, Kyuhyun, Sungmin.

Sitting: Ryeowook, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Leeteuk (!!!)

From the picture....., everyone have their hair cut shorter than before, but those with the most changes are prolly Siwon, Kangin, Shindong, Ryeowook and Leeteuk (!!!). :-D

Leeteuk..................................! :-D (Coloured version as background!)

Okay, I'm waiting for next week's Music Bank, hope Super Junior's song gets first again hehe! KBS world shows Music Bank but... the episodes are the one that's 2 weeks before. (Which means it's super lag!) Haha, so Youtube has the fastest information so far I guess. :-D

It's all in the heart.

2009-05-30T23:30:00.003+08:00

Summing up the past 3 days,

● Did not bring any books to school on Thursday..... right, because I didn't know the timetable heh. ._.
● Was really tired that day. O:
● Shuying desperately tried to keep me awake, I think she was 3/4 successful! :-D
● Watched 'Cars' during HCL lesson which was freaking boring!
● Celery war after dismissal. (All thanks to Kahyong's celery.)
● Bugis with Calista and Chewern. (-: I'm insectosarus from 'Alien vs Monsters' hehe!
● Last time referee-ing a match. Thank god it's all over. O.V.E.R!
● Mr Lo's speech on Friday was boring2dmax, like totally.
● Washed the classroom, it doesn't look clean to me though because the stains/ dirt refuse to come off.
● Received our report books.
● Basketball match with GR; we were plain lucky. If it wasn't for DL who walked over and GR whose stamina had dropped due to the match with HM, we wouldn't have won champs, seriously. Luck was on our side.
● Chenghao's 3-point shoots were perfect, nevertheless.
● Training was actually slacking since the sun was literally roasting us under its heat and Coach decided not to train us.
● Lunner @ WAPOS with the team! :-D
● Today's training was fun too, matched with C boys and alumni. It was really fun (although we got trashed by the alumni!)
● Lucky with usuals! (-:
● This point is really random: SUPER JUNIOR ROCKS MORE THAN LZX FOREVER! :-D (Natasha the pork neh neh this's for you!!)

My body clock is haywired now. I'm sleeping and waking up @ unearthly hours since exams ended. 3 hours of sleep per day didn't help at all. Time to sleep early and wake up early..........! I doubt I'll be doing that though, haha. I hope I'll be able to make it for Monday's outing with the class! :-D

Little stars that shine bright in the midnight sky.

2009-05-27T20:03:00.000+08:00

Thought that being a referee would be so much fun, but I was proven wrong, so very wrong. Referee-ing would be the last thing I'd ever wanted to do again in my life, especially if those competitors are childish, immature and brainless people with zero sportsmanship, and I really mean zero sportsmanship. That certain Secondary 1 class, you know who you all are, I'm directing this @ you, right in your face. I hope my message gets across to all of you s'ckers.

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Hmm, like I promised, a detailed post on the ECP trip with 姐妹们! (I think I can consider Kahyong and Tszhin 姐妹 right, since they're not guys!) HAHAHA. :-D So it was supposed to be a surprise birthday celebration for 姐妹s who's birthday falls in May (Jiaqi, Wanxin and me). All of them thought nobody knew about their magnificent plan, but.................... I found out everything (at least, most of what they're planning) 4 days before the actual celebration date. (-: It was quite a surprise for Jiaqi and Wanxin though, hehe!

Met with Jayne, Jiaqi and Wanxin @ Paya Lebar MRT, and then we boarded the bus to our "unknown" destination. Haha, Jayne was supposed to lead us to our destination but she ended up walking to wrong way! (Twinnieeeeee you're so blur haha!) I knew the destination all along, but I played along, didn't want to disappoint the rest since they took the initiative to plan things like this. (-: In the end, I was the one who led the rest to East Coast Park haha!

Due to the heat, half of the fruit cake they bought melted and it was in a very very teribble state!!! Still, it was nice! :-D The guys came some time after. Had games like hide-and-seek, monkey, 中级密码 which were very fun! They wanted to throw the awesome trio May babies into the sea, which ended up becoming a game of catch/ hide-and-seek! Haha, Jiaqi and I were chased by Jingshi all the way to Macdonalds', then Jingshi slowed down and we went into the bowling center to hide. They didn't come and find us, how can! )-:

Went back to find them instead, and they started on 中级密码 without both of us. )-: Punishment was getting hit by the 'water bomb' made painstakingly by the girls! I got hit right after I joined in the game! Worse still, Kele said she was hitting my legs, but she hit my pants, so everything was wet!!! I. so. wasn't. prepared. for. that! Hahahaha! Jingshi, Wanxin, Jayne, Tszhin and Kahyong got really wet from this game! :-D

Twin, who got attacked on the chest! O-:

Tszhin seriously look hilarious in this picture.

Monkey got us all really sweaty! My hair was in a huge mess, haha, and sand everywhere. In addition, Tszhin and Kahyong kept chasing me with seaweed/ sand and attempting to throw it on me! What the what the! Hehe but it's okay, I took my revenge anyway. (-: Time flies while you're having fun! We only played for a little while and then we went to wash up already!!! D-:

It was a really fun Saturday although I knew all of the 'surprises' from the start. I found something suspicious when Jingshi asked Tszhin if he had a beach volleyball, and in turn he asked me. Then Jingshi gave him that "Why you ask her, she doesn't and isn't supposed to know anything!!" look, while he tried to cover up for his 'mistake'. Hahahaha super fake ok, Tszhin you suck @ acting totaly. And then the little whispers, chit-chats, hand signs, etc gave off everything! Nevertheless, I enjoyed myself a whole lot! That's the main objective right!!! :-D

I've found someone who said Leeteuk's (top left) quite good-looking HAHAHA I love you very very much Likim!! (Grins.)

When everything falls like how the rain pours.

2009-05-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

The pursuit of happiness doesn't come to our doorstep every morning. It is a matter of choice, a positive attitude we choose to express. I will choose to be happy from now on, whatever the circumstance.

Life's wayyyyyyyy too difficult to judge.

We're all in this together.

2009-05-23T23:50:00.003+08:00

Outing with 姐妹们 plus Tszhin and Kahyong today was awesome (or anything better than awesome, really)! Will edit this real soon for a more detailed post, maybe tomorrow, because it's almost 12 midnight already and my eyes can't stay open any longer. Hehe! Likim wasn't able to make it today due to her Biology make-up tuition lesson, but nevertheless, we had a lot of fun! Love you guys (Jingshi, Kele, Shuying, Jayne, Wanxin, Jiaqi, Kahyong, Tszhin, Likim) who made this outing possible in one way or another! This is from the bottom of my heart ok! :-D

Dedicated to all the 9 of you: Sometimes, I feel lucky to have friends like you all who takes the initiative, the time, the efffort, and the energy to come up with outings/ celebrations like this. (Of course, the money part too.) (-:

Hope everything's turning for the better. (-:

2009-05-22T21:40:00.001+08:00

Results was @#$%^&*, like totally. (All are rounded off to nearest whole number.)
English: 45 (D7)
Chinese: 61 (B4)
E Math: 85 (A1)
A Math: 90 (A1)
Chemistry: 77 (A1)
Biology: 55 (C5)
Physics: 67 (B3)
Combined Humans: 70 (A2)

Why do I feel regretful for taking triple science for the first time!!! English really cannot make it, hope my 5 correction marks and CA components will pull up the overall, I desperately need a pass for English. Biology sucks, could have done better, much better. I regret not studying hard enough for Biology, so damn regret it now. )-: Combined humans might be pulled down to B3 for overall, because CA components were badly done for both E geography and Social Studies. Sigh, I'm a fiasco, this sucks.

Okay forget about results, think about tomorrow's outing with super fun-loving friends! :-D Up till now, I still have no idea where we're going. HAHAHA! Okay anyway, rocket making workshop today was boring, but then again, with my group mates, everything will be boring no more hehe! (-: And after talking so much about the Walkathon, @ the end of the day, what the school's interested in is money, money, money and more money.

Training today was somewhat fun! :-D Tomorrow's training must be fun tooooooooo hehe! Calista ass get well soon ok!

Left to right: Ryeowook, Sungmin, Shindong, Heecul, Siwon, Yesung, Hankyung, Kibum, Eunhyuk, Leeteuk (!!!), Kangin, Donghae. (-:

Super Junior won #1 on Music Bank for the song "It's You"!!!
It was "Sorry Sorry" last week and this week is "It's You"! Omg Super Junior rocks man, I'm proud of them! See what I told you about loving them! "You got to love these boys" it's like totally true!! 2PM had 8048 votes, another group (I dont know the name) had 6966 votes, and my dearest Super Junior had 10347 votes! HAHAHA I THINK I AM HAPPIER THAN THEM! :-D (See this Calista, Super Junior CAN SING WELL!) :-D
I want to learn Korean so I can understand the videos! Hehe!
(YEAH RIGHT I'M FAILING MY ENGLISH AND NOW I WANT TO LEARN ANOTHER LANGUAGE WHO AM I KIDDING....)

Thousand words unspoken,

2009-05-21T13:43:00.002+08:00

All these problems..., I brought it upon myself. Thanks but no thanks to my "joke".
Sorry, you can put the blame on me.

Debrief's a bitch, 100% bitch.

2009-05-20T16:28:00.003+08:00

Chemistry paper was okay, Social Studies... forget about it, nowhere near A1. But at least............... I PASSED SOCIAL STUDIES!!!!! (-: E geography please please please pull my humans marks up 'cuz I'm counting on you! B3 for Physics, alright I expected something worse, so it's okay.

I hate Kele because she said Super Junior's gay wth! D-: I'm never going to talk to her already!! (HAHA KIDDING! Shuying + Jingshi + me, we're Trio Junior, hottest girl band! Kele's in Super Senior, but she has yet to find any members so she's solo for now haha!)

Hmm, meanwhile...... there's really nothing to do at home! Omg, I.have.no.life even after exams!! Maybe I should go watch 'Boys over flowers' like a million other people out there (?!) but there ain't any good-looking actors in that drama hehe! :-P (SJ's still the bestttttt admit that!) :-D

Am I pinning my hopes to high...?

2009-05-19T15:51:00.007+08:00

Always a lovely bunch of people! (-:

A math results was disappointing although it was an A1... I expected much more from myself, much much more. (Okay my target was >75/80. I know, my aim for math is always high since it's my best subject yet................ shit me.) And then went to see E math marks today, disappointed for the 2nd time. Again, I expected much more from myself.
D I S A P P O I N T E D in myself, very.

On a lighter note (not really, actually), I'm glad nobody failed Physics in 3Modesty, lowest's C5. Okay I know C5 ain't good at all for our class's standard. )-:

When others say "Sigh my marks... die already.", they mean that they failed
that subject. When anyone from 3Modesty says "Sigh my marks... die already", we
mean that we did not achieve an A1. (This is so damn true hehe!!) :-D

Physics, Social Studies and Chemistry debrief tomorrow, wish me luck! Off to watch Super Junior's videos on Youtube! Haha! :-D

P.S/ Tszhin's very very wierd today! O:

'cuz your heart's made of iron.

2009-05-18T19:28:00.005+08:00

Languages are so screwed, so freaking screwed. Let me pass English. Let me pass English. Let me pass English. Let me pass English. Let me pass English!!! )-: Worse comprehension ever, 6/25 smack right in my face. Composition was better, but summary and situtational was totally ... ... flunked. (Epic failure!) D-: Chinese, I suppose many had around the same marks as me. Sigh. A math better get me smiling again tmrw, pretty please?

I'm a Singapore Super Junior E.L.F!!! :-D :-D :-D

Things we do, not everyone will appreciate it everytime.

2009-05-17T15:12:00.005+08:00

I should blog more often, I really should. I think I've lost the feel of blogging! O-:

Anyway, Kbox with half the team @ Ehub on Friday. Wanted to cab there, so we had to wait for a taxi driver who was willing to fetch 5 people! When I got up the cab, I wasn't greeted with a "Hello"/"你好" or something along that line. Instead, the first thing to driver said to me was "来,你最小只的坐在地上." O.O HAHAHA dumb right, I know, but the floor's quite comfortable (minus the very hot part)! Kbox was fun, tried to sing off tune and deliberately chose songs which are very high-pitched. Hehe! :-D Will post the pictures once Cali upload them. (-:

And, Super Junior's "Sorry sorry" won first on Music Bank!

You've got to love these boys! Haha! :-D

Meet my boyfriend! Hahaha, k I was joking. Leeteuk from Super Junior, love his dimple!! :-D

Kidnap my heart, take me with you.

2009-05-14T20:33:00.014+08:00

I survived exams, 2 weeks, 2wholeweeks. (!!!) I.can.finally.parrrrrrty. :-D English Chinese all the way to E geography and Biology, I don't think I've confidence in any of the papers. (Okay maybe make E Math an exception, I'd better score A1 for that.) Ok stop this topic, it's getting nowhere!

Past 2 weeks have been terrible. Yes, all the studying and memorising totally made me go haywire. Today's the best day, haven't been enjoying myself for weeks. From Century Square to Tampines Mall to T1 to Parkway, we laughed, we talked, we gossiped, we had fun. Thanks 姐妹们, you guys made my day, luv! :-D
(You've been a great company too last Friday, asshole! :-D)

Jingshi, why are you looking at me!!!

My signature handsign, cool right! HAHAHAHA DEFINATELY! :-D

Left to right: Jayne, Likim, me, Shuying, Wanxin.

What you get when your little sister's trying to take picture when you're studying. Haha!

Alright, training tomorrow! :-D

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I'm going to spend quality time with my computer for the next 3 days. Debriefs are going to be terrible horrible vegetable. Literally. )-:
On a lighter note, Super Junior! (-: Haha have been watching "Full House" and "Super Adonis Camp" by Super Junior on Youtube. (No, "Full House" is not that Korean drama by Rain, it's a different one.) It's really funny okay, sister and I watched until we laughed like some mad cows, really. Oh no, I sound like some die-hard fan of SuJu. Haha! (Leeteuk ftw!) :-D

Strike a pose, fake a smile.

2009-05-11T16:17:00.003+08:00

Happy (belated) Birthday to Jiaqi (09/05) and Debi (10/05)! Happy Mothers' Day, too! :-D

Hmm, 9 days since I last posted, right. Won't upload pictures and all that yet, 'cuz I've to start memorising Geography after this. Yes I've not even started, like hell I'm putting myself in hot soup. No life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life!!! (Ok I got it.) Have been slacking through the whole weekend..... watching videos on Youtube! Someone kill me, I have not a single tinge of motivation to memorise Geography or even open Biology book to study. D-:

Note to self: 2 more papers you can do it. Haha. :-D

Alright, off to (finally) start on Geography. Will be back after Mid Years! (-:
P.S/ Super Junior FTW! Haha elaborate after (ughhh) exams ok! :-D

Follow the path fo' it'll guide you through.

2009-05-02T10:40:00.002+08:00

Don't you think this picture's awfully pretty? :-D

Having to hit the books (esp Social Studies/ Physics) for 3 days sucks ok, totally! )-: And memorising 3 whole chapters........................! Sucks the second time. I've been trying really really hard to concentrate but..... (Push the blame to handphone/ tv/ computer/ mindset of having fun.) hehe. (-: Pray hard Social Studies paper will be easy!

Tomorrow's 3rd May! (I'm not hinting anything, really.) :-D

Hate people who spoil my day..., yes you.

2009-04-30T23:28:00.006+08:00

This font is so so chio! Esp when I type smiles (with noses) hehe! :-D :-D :-D

Anyway, language papers are gone fo' good! No more essays, rejoice... No wait, there's still Social Studies awww! )-: Sigh physics physics how am I supposed to pass Physics. Hmm I shall remain optimistic. Physics, I'm gonna own you! (Smiles weakly.) Yeah right, right right right, Physics sucks to the maximum-est of the maximum-est!!! )-:

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(Disclaimer: Do not read if you don't want to waste your time.)

I complained to mum about _ and she said I shouldn't be angry over little things. Let me tell you about her, I swear I have more than a million reasons to be angry.

She snatch people's best friends, she only likes popular people, and sticks to them like (something stronger than) UHU glue, she's sarcastic to girls but gentle to guys, she's rude, she doesn't show respect for friends, she doesn't know when's the right time to talk/ laugh loudly, she insults people, she has too many unconstructive comments which I suppose she can't keep to herself, she does not put herself into other people's shoe, she hurts the feelings of others, she wants to get recognised, she ..........

If I had the time, I could list down every little thing about her. The list would be as long as a whole roll of toilet paper. Maybe longer.
Am I being over-sensitive? No, others feel that way too.
What's the point of sucking up to someone whom you assume to be popular? Does it do you any good? Treating the popular one nicely and the other like rubbish. Do you know what pride is? Maybe not, 'cuz you ain't got no pride.
And plz, if people are talking, just shut the fish up. You jolly well know it's not very polite to intrude into other's conversations. Or do you not know?
Yes yes Shuying, Jingshi, Yangjun, me etc, we're all fat. You're the only skinny one. Oh how I envy you being thin. I can't help but feel sorry for myself for being so fat. Awww. )-: (Rolls eyes.)
Lastly, I could spend my whole life earning money to buy masking tapes, just to not hear your voice so everyone can have peace before our eardrums go haywire. Damn it, cannot take it already. F_ck.

(Fine Kahyong, I lost. I fucking cannot stand her anymore.)

A sunflower is the sun's fav.

2009-04-24T16:46:00.004+08:00

Will post here once in a while. Till then, private blog, I choose you. (Reminds you of Pokemon?!)...

Pick me up when it's all crashing down.

2009-04-23T19:04:00.003+08:00

Awesome (not really) school day filled with gummys! :D I've learnt a lesson: Never pass your sweet to Heokhong, he'll finish @ least half a packet! :O Hahaha and he paid me 10 cents for it.......?!?! ._. Got back A math, Biology (nutrition), E math, and Chinese papers today. Chinese and Biology sigh...........................................................................................

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Is that why people say we should choose our friends carefully.........? Stinky hippo you do know that you have friends who make you smile and not feel humiliated right!! (: Lady sunshine, you do know that you have friends who care for you too!! (: Smile babes, luv you!

Lady motivation come back into my life please?

2009-04-22T22:39:00.004+08:00

Colourfulsmileysftw.

Happy birthday Xinyu! Hahahahaha my boy ah you old already tsk! Yes, 11 days will not be over, not yet at least. I'll treasure the 11 days of being young(er) @ heart (than you) haha! :D

You're drooling yes you are, dont deny! (:

I need my daily intake of sugar, wasn't feeling as high hooooooohummmm as I usually am z!! Hmm, anyone to supply me with gummy sweets?! I'd thank you plenty!!! Oh man, I should be doing my English assignment or studying but no I'm blogging heck this why do blogs exists in the first place!! (Alright blame myself I know I know.) Congratz to SYF participating CCAs like CO, dance, choir, etc, proud of y'all!

(I dont think I need to highlight the importance of Guzheng getting GWH, right gay partner?! HAHAHAHA I PWN YOU! :D)

I've got a ticket to the show.

2009-04-21T16:38:00.004+08:00

1 more week to Mid Years, I should start locking myself up in the room and study!!! For your information my dearest blog readers (if there's any), 3rd May is coming really really soon heh! :D

My answer, "Freaking hell no!" Simple and understandable. Why the quack do you even think I like................ ._. Sigh, I'm speechless.

Irony my dear, irony.

2009-04-18T21:19:00.003+08:00

Thingz in life are ironic, sigh.
Survived this week with test after test after test but 1 thing for sure, I screwed everysingleone of it damn. Alright, forget about the negative 'cuz the cliche "look on the bright side of life" exists for a reason! A part of my brain is urging me to post about today's training and yes, awesome!!! Physical training first and (you know) they never fail to make me perspire like some waterfall. Alumni trashed us hands down which concludes that we suck totally but it was still fun nevertheless. Hmm, match with Sec 1 guys was rather... ... ... well... (fill in the blanks). We don't need to go outdoors to suntan because the net was taken down due to photo-taking! (Shows you a spastic face.)

I love awesome Saturday(s)!!!
But it'll be 763478 days before the next Saturday training thanks Mid Years, thank you so very much. ):

You're a little camera shy but you're still a star.

2009-04-14T19:43:00.004+08:00

To someone out there, bring me to somewhere far where I can laugh my heart out, forget about this hectic life.

No wait. Life's hectic but yes it has definately has to go on. We all wish time can be avaliable for us like how oxygen's abundant in the air, don't we? Yes we do. Things're this way because of a reason, now I'm finding the reason, I'm finding.
I wish, hope, wished and hoped. Yet nothing came out right. I'm wondering when my plastic smile will fade vanish and disappear.

And, I'm................................................................................................................................................ depressed.

Will life ever be like that again, able to breathe in these abundant skies.

(Just so you know, I don't fall for the same person twice.)

Saurday trainings ftw, yet the reverse for logarithms.

2009-04-12T16:54:00.003+08:00

Letters/ notes/ post-its/ cards/ all the lovely stuffz I received from friends.! My whole collection has more than 150 of them! Latest dating back to Primary 4 I think. :D

Do you see the resemblance? Haha, we look alike on the Primary school Ezlink card! (Such an insult to me I know heh!) :P

Saturday training was fun yes it was yes it was yes it was! Match with the guys (our score was damn close for both the matches, 14-16) yeah they won. Afterwhich we went outdoors to train a little, then played some games when we're supposed to be training! :/ Heh but the games was the best part ok, Natasha had 3 finger marks on her thigh because of "muscle woman of the era", Huimin! :D Match against ourselves, screamed, laughed, got high! Really can't wait for volleyball camp this year!!!

5 and a half hours of A math (non-stop), yet I still dont know how to do logarithms. Either I do halfway and get stuck, or I stare at it for more than 10 minutes still having no idea how to do at all. I swear logarithms suck to the maximum! ):

2009-04-10T21:21:00.003+08:00

I'll be your sunset, if you'll be my silhouette.

Had a great company today, my heart goes out to my 姐妹们! Confessions of a shopaholic is totally worth watching. The main character is such a blonde! 17 Again out on 16th, I want to watch I want to watch heh! We're such cheapos, go for free cotton candy, Daiso, and compare prices before buying thingz. Haha, typical 40-year-old woman. (._.) Plus, I realised I'm not vain @ all, when I look at their dressing, it feels like I'm preparing to go to the beach. Training tmrw finally! :D

2009-04-08T15:50:00.007+08:00

I'd wear my heart on my sleeve, I'd fly you to the Moon.

Have been really really busy these days, I'd be glad to have 48 hours a day. Since Geography test is over, I've no reason to not blog. Past 2 weeks have been fun, laughter, fun, and more laughter. Think WAPOS with Jingshi, changing seats, April Fools, foorball for PE, trainings w/o shoutings from Coach, Cassandra coming to Chungcheng, celebrating March to June babies birthday and all the littlest things that make me laugh. Quoted from someone "JafIe everyday keep laughing non-stop!" Hahaha ok I agree. Laugh until I hit my forehead on the table z!!! ._.

I am quite happy with my seating arrangement now except... alright doesn't matter. But Jingshi never laughs except during English lessons! Since she moved away from me, she's super quiet ok! I still continue laughing at every little thing heh! My deskmate loves me! (Don't believe? Check out her eraser.) :D

Today's Physics lesson was the best I ever had in I-dont-know-how-many-weeks because I know how to do moments! Acceleration, free fall, velocity, displacement, gravitational field, force, all that crap I dont understand.

7 tests next week are the teachers crazy or crazy?!

(edit) I need to start studying, 4 more days to horrible-test-filled-week-four, and approx. 20 more days to Mid Years. Man, motivation I need you more than anything else now, plz come to me. Sports day was boring you bet, you bet. (edit)

2009-03-27T21:44:00.002+08:00

Like stars in the sky burning bright,

School's been a blast this week and I swear I loved this week a lot. Chinese oral was totally screwed, A math quiz was amazingly easy, and Biology test was not too difficult either. (Cross fingers pray hard I can score an A1 for this Biology test). Haven't attended volleyball trainings for onewholeweek so today's PT made me suffer from stomach cramps. Thank Fel, Cali and Xinhui for the encouragement which made me accomplish 75 sit-ups @ one go. :D Lil' sister's birthday coming upppppppppppppp! Best of luck to Jingshi heh! (You know, you know...) How wonderfully great, I can finally take revenge on Tszhin (evil laughter)!

2009-03-18T18:27:00.003+08:00

Shit, got to get my homework done asap!!! Lazng around won't work, not at all. I think I got to kick this bad habit of mine, always completing things @ the last minute. Shit, I swear I'm going to complete my journals by Friday. Weekends are reserved for slaking you know. Shit this, it's holidays yet.........
(Oh ~~shit~~ poo, why am I using ~~shit~~ poo so much.)

Poo. I poo am poo still poo procrastinating poo after poo 1 poo term. Poo. It's poo already poo 15% poo of poo O poo level poo syllabus. Poo. Better poo get poo your poo ass poo off poo this poo chair poo and poo eyes poo off poo the poo monitor. Poo. Don't poo let poo your poo mind poo take poo you poo to poo the poo tv. Poo. Don't poo convince poo yourself poo your poo legs poo just poo brought poo you poo in poo front poo of poo the poo tv poo when poo you poo didn't poo want poo to. Poo. Don't poo sit poo on poo the poo sofa. Poo. Stop poo thinking poo: I poo have poo tmrw!!! Poo. Go poo straight poo to poo your poo bedroom. Poo. STAY poo AWAY poo FROM poo ALL poo ELECTRONIC poo DEVICES poo (Yes poo that poo incl. poo handphone) poo PLZ poo IT'LL poo HARM poo YOU poo NO poo GOOD poo FOR poo YOUR poo FUTURE. Poo. I poo really poo have poo to poo get poo down poo to poo doing poo my poo journals poo and poo finish poo reading poo The Kite Runner.

Yes I'm really going to do that now. Hope you had fun reading such a poo-y post hahaha kthxbye. (:

2009-03-17T20:16:00.001+08:00

Worse training, ever.

2009-03-16T13:52:00.002+08:00

Yeah pictures up, as I promised (although I only posted 3 out of the 20 heh)! :D Someone spammed my phone with my photo! Keep taking non-stop who who! Hahaha anyway, Biology test today, I. THINK. I. FLUNKED. THIS. TEST. AS. WELL. D: Need I say more? Sigh, next week have Biology test again wlao wlao wlao!!! Yes I know those Physics + Chemistry students must be laughing their ass off now, such bad luck! I thought I could enjoy my holiday after I complete my homework but end up, need to study Biology, 2 topics somemore! 1 word, 3 letters, 1 meaning: DIE! (Then Jiaqi will go, 1 word, 3 letters, 1 meaning: LOL!) -.-

Met Shuying, Jingshi, Jiaqi, Yangjun and Sili @ Singpost Macs first, didn't eat 'cuz I wasn't hungry. (and I don't eat fast food for breakfast I think it's a habit because my mum strongly disagrees to us eating fast food for breakfast!) Now you see, I've only eaten fast food for breakfast ONCE, yes only once in my entire 14 years and 10+ months! Nicholas is such a lazy bum, woke up late and cldn't meet us for breafast! Ohya, when I reached, they all dao-ed me! MUST BE YANGJUN ASK THEM TO DAO ONE, SUSAN POH ALWAYS HAVE SUCH INNOVATIVE IDEAS!!! Jayne and Wanxin came after that, and we decided to dao them which didn't turn out fine they had no reaction to it! Kevin came too, but he ate with Shaohong. And when he came to our table we dao-ed heh! (Shaohong you shld be happy 'cuz Kevin sacrifice his dearest classmates for you you you haha!) Bussed to school when everyone finished their breakfast, saw Yujie and Kahyong on the way.

HAHAHAHA SHUYING IS DAMN HAPPY BECAUSE SHE FOUND HER MATH FILE OTHERWISE SHE COULD HAVE DIED OF WORRYING-TOO-MUCH DISEASE! :D Didn't want to go Bugis with Jingshi, Jayne and Wanxin because ~~I'm a good girl~~ I want to go home to slack! HAHAHAHA K LAZY. :/

Rhine told me he didnt get 1st for talenttime 'cuz the judge plays the piano so he has a high expectation yes I agree otherwise Rhine really could have gotten FIRST! I know vballers agree with me hah! :D

ISWAK2 on now I want to watch, bye! :D

2009-03-15T22:13:00.002+08:00

March holidays, is actually not a holiday. Homework, yes homework, such a spoiler righttttt! (Misery.) There's Biology test tmrw somemore!! (Double misery.) Tmrw is coming soon and I've yet to finish revising!!! (Triple misery.)

So yes tuition hunting with Calista today and I think I'm joining Physics @ Mavis (yes Huishan is there too)! :D Hahaha maybe Victoria..., my mum is still contemplating. Pictures tomorrow ok, no time now. I've got to go study for Biology already I dont wish to get another B for Biology z, spoil my progress report like seriously, otherwise it'll be very pretty!!! ):

Ok yes bye officially bye! Hope my brain is still functioning as swiftly as in the day now! :D

2009-03-14T17:41:00.004+08:00

From now onwards, I'll reply tags on respective blogs k, unless you dont have a blog. :D

Training today was very very very very slack, and only a miserable 6 Sec 3s and Sec 2s came!!! How to train like that! ._. Oh and coach told us to tell latecomers that they have to do 50 push-ups as punishment for being late! (I was really sorry for Kahbing, Weiling, Beehon, and Rebecca because they were late so I sounded really really sad when I told them the bad news but it was actually more of funny than sad!!! HAHAHA I ADMIT I CAN'T ACT!) Btw, Felicia and I were early birds today heh! Anyway, went outdoors to "train". I think we slacked a lot. :/ Some Sec 1s are goddamnit lazy, so lazy to even walk a few steps to pick the ball up. When the ball bounce past them and they miss it the first time they try to pick it up, they let it roll away. Oh plz, does your leg weigh as much as gold bars, or maybe even heavier? Can't you just MOVE to get the ball? Bloody lazy people.

Yes I'm critisizing, just so bloody angry that they are lazy, lazy to this extent. P.s I'm only referring to some, others are quite alright. (:

Anyway, back to training. I had fun calling Felicia noob! Heheh, eh she's really very noob, funniest thing was that she called me noob when she's lousier than me tsk! She cant play well today, must be thinking of.......... ME! Hahahah! :D Next week uh, everybody better go for Saturday training, then maybe we can play match! I miss playing match! (Reload and shoot again heh! 3Modesty's inside joke!) :D Calista that pigudong didn't come for training because she was LAZY!!! When I meet her tmrw, I'll remember to screw her. (Note to self: Bring screwdriver and screws along!) Haha ok sigh I'm talking crap, influenced from some goldfish z! Which reminds me, he playing match still got time to tell me rubbish! -.-

Lucky with Felicia, Weiling and Beehoon after training. Hahaha I think we gosspied quite a lot! :Z

Felicia said my eyes looked small! So I attempted to make them look bigger, but it's so fakeeeee! HAHAHA.

Group photo!

Asked the aunty @ lucky to help us take...,

"Okay, 1... 2... 3... Eh why cannot take one!"

"Huh!" (Go check phone.) "OH IT'S AT VIDEO HAHAHAHA!"

"Whose phone is this?!"

"Mine!"

"Your phone you don't know! Aiyo!"

":P"

Retarded anot! Hahaha! :D

2009-03-13T22:54:00.007+08:00

Overdued photos:

Last day of term 1, school was abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz fun, except that Tszhin the goldfish is being such an ass, all his crap, I really CANNOT TAKE IT already! Hahaha! (You know, rubbish should be thrown in the rubbish bin, so Tszhin shld go talk to the bin, seriously!) Kahyong the supposed-to-side-with-me-but-ended-up-siding-with-Tszhin person, super irritating too! I find Biology worksheet only then they say I emo! Wlao eh I'm very happy one lor k! Tszhin you better watch out, I'm really going to bash you one day, one day. Very 欠扁!!!

Was multiplaying Escape Hockey in class! Hahaha, then we were changing seats here and there to play with other people cool anot! :D The Kite Runner is a really sad novel (although I'm only one quater through the book)! Betrayal of friendship sigh sigh sigh, steal the smile of an innocent child!
"For you a thousand times over."

Training was okay, I suppose I was on form today, 'cuz I could hit properly most of the time heh. After training, watched Talentime with team. It wasn't as awesome as I expected it to be, and people I thought should get first got third (like Rhine and Jacq). (!!!)

I'm dead tired now. Yes, dead tired. Btw, thanks to Fel's mum for fetching me home! :D
I gotta sleep early today (maybe 12+ or 1am), training in the morning tmrw. (:

2009-03-11T15:08:00.004+08:00

While waiting for Fel to call me, I shall post! Hahaha see so constructive of me! School was okay, I think I'm happier today compared to yesterday! (Because there was no Chinese lesson, no SS, there's English, and PE! No math today too which is not something to be happy about 'cuz Math rocks yeah!) :D I bet Kele will strongly disagree. Haha!

PE was fun, our supposed to be frisbee lesson became Mushroom and volleyball! Here's one fact for you: Unless your stamina is damn damn damn damn good, don't be the catcher when playing Mushroom with a group of 10+ people, you'll die, seriously! I almost died! Jingshi and Shuying said I was very pale after attempting to turn all of them into Mushrooms hahaha my 2.4 really die alrdy I can prepare to fly up to heaven! Volleyball with usual people (plus Yueying, Iylia, Zann, Soravee)! Then played with EP people and the guys! Hahaha very fun k I want more volleyball PE lessons! :D

Got back Biology paper, wasn't well done! Oh well, expected it anyway. Ohyes, Physics test was a killer. It took not only my life but my soul (too) away! I would be happy if I can even pass y'know like seriously! Okay that should be the highlights for today. PE wasn't a highlight but PE lessons are the best (and rare-est) lessons! Can't we have PE lessons everyday?! I wouldn't mind heh! (:

Felicia is not calling me yet.................! SHE HAS GOT TO BE BUSY WITH ___! HAHAHA! :D
But I shall forgive since she lent me "The Kite Runner" (and since I'm always nice)! :D

2009-03-10T22:10:00.005+08:00

I'm going to post a short post and continue studying Physics (Part 2) afterwards! Screw myself/ my brain, I still don't know what Air Resistance is and how to do Air Resistance questions, the rest are understandable though (I think?). Anyway school today wasn't extraordinary nice, plus, training worsened my day...

DISAPPOINTED;
Not in others, but in myself.

Alright, back to complete my revision of Physics!

My daily dose of Mocha Oreo!

2009-03-09T19:49:00.005+08:00

I'm back, not that I dislike wordpress, but posting pictures are like... VERY troublesome! When I say very, I mean it. (But I still love the fact that I can lock my posts up with a password heh so only close friends can view y'know unless you're a trespasser!) Hahaha k 'cuz I've got very nice blogviewers I know none of you are trespassers (or are you?)! Ok nevermind that.

Mondays are PSG lunch in class, and lucky with Calista, Felicia (and sometimes Fiona)! I love Mondays, for one reason or another. Fiona says "Lucky is a very happy place because you hear everybody laughing." Therefore I conclude that Lucky with team after trainings makes me a happy person! I LOVE LUCKY 'CUZ I'M HAPPY THERE YAY! (double grinxz.)

School went by with a breeze. Chemistry quiz was fun plus the badge for A* students, got back Chinese test paper which wasn't very satisfying 'cuz I've only got 77 marks (how to be satisfied when many of your other classmates get >85?! I think I'm 2nd lowest in class z!), surprise situational writing from Mr Zaid which he claims is easy but we all know it's not, lunch as a class (but no more such lunches in future thanks to the school rule thumbs down), Biology lesson spent doing that really complicated graph, E math's filled with laughter!!! :D

Can't enjoy yettttt, Physics test, SS test, A math test, Chinese book test coming up this week. I still don't understand Physics, SS has alwayz been difficult to me, heard that A math is ~~difficult~~ challenging, and if Chinese book test is not open book/ otherwise MCQ, I'm officially dead. (Bye, I'm going to heaven to step on pink clouds! HAHAHA, inside joke!) :D

Note to self: Must bring volleyball key tmrw otherwise you'll be in deep shit! Alright so be a responsible volleyballer!

(Gloria and Julliana's coming to CCH(M) tmrw, something to look forward to!) (:

2009-03-08T23:57:00.005+08:00

Saturday training was fun (minus the gym part)! :D And yes, thanks to Jiaxin for the bucket of jelly(s)! Ate them with Sec 2s after our gym training and by the lake, cool anot! :D

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It's really fascinating you see, time really flies, it wld better describe how I want to describe time if there was a quote describing time faster than "time flies". I hope you get what I mean. Nevermind if you don't. 1 term's going to past. Is it me or is time really passing very fast?

I barely have time to know my curent classmates well.
Barely have time to talk to ex-classmates.
Barely have time to spend time with friends.
Barely have time to smile, laugh, enjoy.
Barely have time to improve myself.
Barely have time to play with my sisters.
Barely have time to talk to my brother like we used to in the holidays.
Barely have time to communicate with my parents.
Barely even have the time to sit down together to eat a proper meal as a family.

You know how much it hurts to be asked "What did you do during the weekends?" and all the answers you can think of is homework, tests and training? It does hurt a lot to me, when not even a single answer has a slightest bit to do with family.

Maybe it's just me, maybe I'm just being sentimental here. But what's the point? What's life w/o your family? I dont have a life now. When I try to indulge myself in textbooks, studying, homework, assessment books, what am I trying to achieve? Good results? But why, why am I spending so much time with homework, studying etc? I dont know. I've not the slightest clue. Plz someone, tell me.

How I wished I had someone who really know me well, whom I can confide in. I need my super(wo)man now, yes right now, do you hear me calling out to you? Plz do come save me, hear me out, guide me. I need to find the right path.

2009-03-07T22:05:00.003+08:00

If only superman(s) existed...,

2009-02-27T23:53:00.002+08:00

Go taintedhearts/wordpress 'cuz I updated there! :D

2009-02-18T22:01:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA I'M SO GONNA LOVE CHINESE LESSONS IN FUTURE! :D

We were asked to recite the 3 poems, and then most of the class stopped reciting after a few lines 'cuz (I suppose) we all forgot. So He ls asked Chenghao to recite and he couldn't, so he had to stand @ the back of the class.

Shuying somehow commented on He ls asking Chenghao to stand at the back; then He ls said something like "who dont agree plz raise your hand"; Nicholas and Yangjun raised their hand and had to stand at the back too! Then almost half the class followed and stood at the back! Hahaha k damn fun at the back of the class! We were playing Bingo, Hangman, Tic tac toe etc! :D Then kept laughing a lot!

Jayne: Woah, 19 people are standing ley! (Shuying, Wanxin, Jingshi, Me, Jayne, Sili, Kele, Jiaqi, Yangjun, Kenneth, Heokhong, Nicholas, Debi, Theresa, Junxiang, Kevin, Kahyong, Hueiying, Chenghao.)
Me: Yah! Almost half the class lor! We can form one big clique!
Jayne: We're the cool clique! ... ... (pause a while) They are the not so cool clique!
Me: Hahahaha! Tmrw Tszhin come then we will have 20 people! :D

Pictures will be up after I get back my phone! (:

Oh yes, this joke, damn funny.
Me: Have you heard the joke about an idiot who told me "No"?
Kele: No.

Hahahahahahaha! Kele's an idiot! Jiaqi's reaction was super funny as well! She was v serious at first, then she lagged for like 6 seconds, and then smiled at me and said "I have no idea!" Hahahaha! :D

2009-02-17T20:57:00.003+08:00

Didnt want to blog but........... I happened to pass by Sally's (and Siling's) blog and saw their latest post (about BREAKOUT)! Yes you know the performance with dancers from Korea! Damn freaking nice I tell you! Caught the performance @ Esplanade on the 15th with my mum, brother and brother's friend. I MUST MUST MUST catch their next performance, even if it means spending lots of cashhhhh! Hahahaha, breakdance, popping, beatbox, with a sense of humour in the storyline! :D See this web on BREAKOUT !

A million smiles man! Those who wanted to catch it but thought it was too expensive, you rly made the wrong decision! Its worth your money alright, totally! :D

"I WANT TO WATCH "BREAK IN" TOO LOLOLOL!" :D

Oh plus,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELE AND YANGJUN! :D

2009-02-16T22:07:00.003+08:00

My 1 week old phone is needs some serious repair job................................
Why is my phone always failing me?! (Big sad face.)
D:

2009-02-15T00:29:00.002+08:00

Pictures of the week! (:

Jayne's monthly comes from her armpit hahahaha LOL! ._.

10 squarts as a class! Hahahaha super fun I tell you! :D

Recess together! Beginning to love these people more each day. :D

KELE LOVES THE COW THUS SHE'S KISSING IT AHAHAHAHA!

Tea maker cum deskmate! :D

Attentive groupmates staring hard at our tea maker! (Except for one who refuse to have her picture taken...!)

And hahaha who's the one with most initiative and helps the group wash the stuff?! (Who else but me!) :D

Quiz! (:

2009-02-14T22:21:00.003+08:00

Short quiz!

1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, click the 'next' button to get your answer.

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Nice Piece of Art - FM Static.
(Haha I'm picturing this scene... I fell down, someone asked me that question, and I say I've got a nice piece of art on my knee/ hand! ( The wound!) Hahaha omg insanity!)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls.
(I like to escape? Maybe I'll run away from home one day and camp @ Calista's house! :D)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Better Off Alone - Marie Digby.
(?!?!?!)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
(Yeah yeah I'm your guardian angel today, 'cuz it's Valentines!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
As Long As You Love Me - Backstreet Boys.

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
All Again For You - We The Kings.
(Nah maybe not... Hahaha. :/)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
All That I Need - Boyzone.
(THIS IS SO TRUE MY FRIENDS NEED ME HEH! :D)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Hero Heroine - Boys Like Girls.
(I'm their heroine! As much as I want to not boast about it.... I just can't help it. Hahaha!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Superman - Five For Fighting.
(Wishing a superman to come and save me when I'm in trouble one day? MR MUSCLEEEE HAHA!)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
The Outside - Taylor Swift.
(Look outside to find your answer...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Sleepless Nights - Faber Drive.
(Aww maybe I'll be thinking about her that I cant sleep hence the sleeplessnights! (: Ps, I'm straight!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Half The World Away - Oasis.
(Omg what half the world away...?!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Six Candles - FM Static.
(LOL better treasure me now 'cuz I'll turn into six candles in future. :D)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Hold Me Twice - FM Static.
(O.O)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I'm Not Missing You - Stacie Orrico.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Nine In The Afternoon - Panice at the Disco.
(There is NO nine in the afternoon and from what I interpret, I wont die! Hahaha k so self-deceiving.)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Missing Me - RJ Helton.
(Yes I miss myself all the time LOL!)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Next Plane Home - Daniel Powter.
(I hate coming back to S'pore really really, esp if I had a lot of fun overseas!)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Obvious - Faber Drive.
(My biggest secret is obvious? Anybody care to tell me what 'cuz it doesn't seem obvious to me.)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
I Fall In Love Again - Nick Lachey.
(Hahaha omg so despo-sounding! -.-)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Here In My Heart - Plus One.
(Yup, y'all are here in my heart! :D)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Definately Maybe - FM Static.

Hahaha done ridiculous answers they are! 'BreakOut' concert tmrw afternoon! :D

2009-02-14T11:53:00.004+08:00

Teammates, Ex-classmates, current classmates, or simply those typical hi-and-bye friends, to all whom I treasure and love, have a blessed Friendship day! :D

Additional note to those with partners, Happy Valentines day! Yes, treasure your realationship while you can, nothing's predictable (or rather, everything's unpredictable). Of course, not trying to be a wet blanket and be pessimistic about anything, just... y'know what I mean. :D
Like Mr Zaid have told us, there's only a 0.1% of successful r/s @ our age. (If my calculation was right. Hahaha, 1 out of 1000 yup.)

For all the sweets, lollipops, notes, cards, other types of presents, and grettings, thanks a lot people! More to come on Monday! (:

Training was fun, coaching Sec 1s while Coach was away, thinking of solutions to help Sec 2s ('cuz Coach was somewhat angry @ them for who-knows-what reason), etc. I think Friday the 13th wasn't really unlucky after all, superstitions... Haha. (:

I'd like to thank:

my new friends from 3Modesty, (namely Jiaqi, Jingshi, Kele, Jayne, Wanxin, Shuying, Debi, Sili, Brenice, Chinyee, Joanne, Xueli, Likim, N Yuting, Sally, Yangjun, Nicholas, etc)
friends from 2Integrity08, (Huishan, Shiying, Lei-an, Xinyu, Yongyu, Tinghong, Rengtian, Quanli yes all those I mentioned in my post on ... I forgot when)
Volleyballers, (Calista, Felicia, Huimin, Genevie, Kahbing, Xinhui, Venessa, Weining, Tszhin, Kahyong, Kevin, etc)

for all the things you've done to make me smile. (Really really love you all.)

(Edit)
Survived test week, which is great news. More tests to come (SS, geography, English component), I dread dread dread it a lot plz. ):

You know... it hurts alot to be missing out on lots of things...

2009-02-08T19:21:00.003+08:00

I wish I was living in the middle of an oxbow lake! Hahahaha how cool would that be! :D Ok I think I've had too much Geography heh! Anyway, I've got the same phone as Felicia (blonde) and Kahbing! O:

6 tests (incl. essay) in the coming week zz. Study hard people, jiayou! :D

2009-02-07T11:09:00.001+08:00

F'ck, you rushing for time my fault ah, bloody hell.

2009-02-06T22:39:00.005+08:00

School was alright, exclude Physics lesson plz. How am I going to score in Physics when I dont understand....... how how how. Chinese lesson yesterday was super funny 'cuz He laoshi thinks that we (3MD) went to 告状 to Chinese HOD! Hahaha, what we did was... 实话实说! :D

I can proudly say that crapping with Jiaqi, Kele, Jingshi, Sili and Shuying has become part of my daily routine. :D

Presenting my mirror image, a super ADORABLE rhino (like me like me)! :D

Training was fun today! Xinhui and I were walking in the rain after training! And the rain just had to stop right after we reached lucky for shelter. -.-